Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Quatre's Journal ❯ Entry #2 ( Chapter 2 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]
Entry #2:

I went to a movie last night. Well Trowa came too!! We couldn't get in to the one we wanted because they were al sold out. Damn, that made me mad. So in the end we had to see this stupid movie. I swear it made no sense. I can't even rememeber the name! It was that stupid. But we made fun of it the whole time. Afew people even got mad at us for talking too loudly. Anyways, we went for pizza after. Hurray!! Ear to ear grin for me! Expessially since Trowa was paying!

We met afew people from school at the pizza place. Nobody interesting really. Ick. Well, there was Relena .. SHE KEPT FLURTING WITH ME! yech. I felt like just hitting my head on the table numerous times so that in the end I wouldn't have to look, or listen to her. I don't have nothing against her, it's just back off a bit! Ooooh and to make matters worse all Trowa did was laugh at me! I hit him later for that one...heh.

Anyways, after we walked home...ahh... to walk home with Trowa.. I had to mentally slap myself afew times for staring at him too much. But he's so...so....cute. I find myself acting like a idiot around him alot which is actually very embarrising. But he usually just laughs at me, which I am not sure it is a good thing or a bad thing. I just don't know.

I guess in the back of my mind I'm wishing that... He liked me back. Or something, but I fear that... something will happen and he doesn't like me and it will ruin our friendship. I don't want that... that's why I need to try an keep it secret. I can't help but sigh, I feel like I can't stop thinking about him. It's as if I could burst. I'm probably not making any sense rambling on like this. But my mind is telling me that I must write it. I guess It's better to write out all my thoughts, if I don't then I would probably say do somethng I don't want to do, meaning tell Trowa everything on how I feel towards him.

Gah, I'm just a loser...

I think he asked me to go check out a book store with him tommorow... I think... I can't remmeber all I know is he asked me to go somewhere. Oh well, It don't matter really as long as I'm with him, I'm happy. Very happy!

School..... yea thats right, I have a quiz in math tommorow... yech. I think I better study... or something. I'll just... look it over.

Uh oh....I hear Iria, my oldest sister.. She must be visiting... great. Her and her boyfriend are gonna bug me.. Save me!!

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Quatre Winner

Note to Self: Find good hiding place!



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LOL, very odd aren't I? I just love writing these things though!