InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ It's my Life ❯ Something wicked ( Chapter 8 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Disclaimer: Ok, now obviously I don’t own this, any original characters that pop up, yeah those are mine. But everyone else, those are all owned by Rumiko Takahashi. Some what of an angsty filled chapter this time.



Rin was worried. Really, really worried. Lord Sesshomaru had been gone for a long time, and although Master Jaken had simply told her to calm down, that Lord Sesshomaru was perfectly able to take care of any situation, she was still worried. She wished he had told them just what kind of business he had to take care of, or at least taken them with him. Although if he was doing something dangerous it made sense to leave them behind at the castle, so he didn’t have to worry about them. But the thought of Lord Sesshomaru in danger made her shiver. More then anything she wanted to hop on Ah-Un and look for her lord. However Lord Sesshomaru had clearly ordered her to remain on the grounds, and she did not want to disobey. Perhaps a nap would clear her mind and brighten her sprits. As she headed off to her room she still couldn’t help but wonder what the lord was up to. “I’m sure he’s fine. After all, he is Lord Sesshomaru.” Rin thought.


Lady Nefrume couldn’t help but wonder just how to properly approach Inuyasha. Although he was an important part of her plans she also knew the hanyo was extremely closed off to people, especially one’s he did not know. Despite watching him ever since her little tift with Sesshomaru she still couldn’t decide on the proper plan. Although after that whole episode with that strangely dressed girl, Inuyasha might be more pliable, if not eager to look for new possible mates. Any demon would be, but therein sat a problem, would the Inu’s human blood cause unwanted complications. Most demon’s would move on quickly, especially if a relationship ended violently before it had even started, as the one between Inuyasha and that girl Kagome had seemed to. Though she had to admit that the inu-hanyo’s actions spoke of a deep seated affection towards the girl. Which could either help or hinder her plans. On one hand, Inuyasha could be totally closed off from anyone attempting to get closed to him, and if he did not mate with her willingly then all her effort would be for nothing. On the other hand, it might do the opposite and leave him quite hungry for affection, and even if he did go on a tirade about women, she could always point out that although she was female, she was a full blooded demon which was greatly different from a human female. Indeed just the fact that a demon was taking an interest in a hanyo might thrill the younger boy. “The trick will be reading Inuyasha right, and responding appropriately.” Nefrume spoke to herself.


Although that still left Sesshomaru, and she had no doubt the arrogant prick would attempt to get involved should he learn of her actions. Obviously if she could gain Inuyasha’s aid in dealing with him then the bastard was nothing to worry about. However if Sesshomaru somehow turned Inuyasha away from her, the results would not be good. She had to question her odds against Sesshomaru head to head, going against Sesshomaru and Inuyasha both would be suicidal. Although she knew that the two brothers were not on the best of terms, she also could see that deep down, Inuyasha desperately wanted a family, and would possibly do what his brother told him to regardless, Inuyasha may absolutely hate being told what to do, but the fact that he knew Sesshomaru never lied might carry enough weight. “Clearly I must drive a wedge between them, a chasm so wide Sesshomaru’s voice will not be heard. Indeed if I could somehow bring Inuyasha’s wrath down upon Sesshomaru’s head it would solve many problems. Indeed an offer of aid against his brother might just help to sway Inuyasha to me.” Nefrume muttered. “Plus Sesshomaru’s death is a necessity, and the sooner the better.” But what to do, sinking deeper into her thoughts she focus’s entirely on Inuyasha and Sesshomaru’s relationship. Easily noticed was their polar opposite personalities, Sesshomaru was icy cold while Inuyasha tended to be volcanically hot. She knew Inuyasha hated Sesshomaru’s attitude with a passion, on that she could relate, the whole I’m so superior to you that you should be complete ecstasy that I even look in your direction was beyond annoying. She could also see that Inuyasha resented the life he had been forced to led compared to Sesshomaru’s, that could possibly be of use to her. Then there was Sesshomaru’s physical abuse towards Inuyasha through out his life, surely that could prove useful? After all, all little brothers despised being abused by their older siblings, however few could boast the sheer amount of damage Sesshomaru had heaped upon Inuyasha, there was even a well informed rumor that the Lord of the west had even drove his hand clean through Inuyasha abdomen. She also knew that Inuyasha harbored serious rage and resentment over Sesshomaru’s abandonment of him as a child. Nefrume really couldn’t say she was surprised about that situation. She really could not picture Sesshomaru taking care of a child. Nevertheless Sesshomaru’s failure to care for him was a rather raw spot for Inuyasha……Wait a minute…..Didn’t Sesshomaru have a ward now? Yes indeed, a little human girl. A human girl that he was raising, a human girl that he was…….caring for.

A sly smile spread over Nefrume’s face. “That’s it. That’s perfect.” She said to herself. It was the perfect opportunity.


The nap had done nothing to ease her mind. Rin had woken up after a icky nightmare, it was about wolves, always about the wolves. Normally after such a nightmare she would stick close to Lord Sesshomaru’s side. He didn’t have to say anything really. His presence alone was enough to comfort her. The sheer power and regality that always seemed to radiate off of him made her feel safe and secure. But no with the Lord gone, she found herself jumping at every unknown noise, eye’s darting to every corner and possible hiding place. As if wolves would leap out from the shadows, charging her. “Maybe I should just go outside?” Rin muttered to herself. Slowly she made her way out to the garden, it usually made her feel better, and indeed within moments some of her panic began to fade. The glittering sunshine, and brightly colored flowers seemed to be a good cure.

“Excuse me?” A female voice behind her said.

“AH!” Rin exclaimed, whirling around to face this new person. “Oh don’t do that!….you scared me half to death!” The new person was a tall demon woman, richly dressed and beautiful. “Who are you?” Rin asked.

“I wish I had time to explain, but I must find Lord Sesshomaru’s ward, it is imperative that I find her.” The woman said.

“Ward? You mean me?” Rin asked, it was true that she was often called Lord Sesshomaru’s ward. Though…she wasn’t quite sure what that meant.

“You are the human child Lord Sesshomaru is caring for?” The woman asked, seemingly wanting to make absolutely sure.

“Yup that’s me!” Rin beamed proudly, she always took great pride in her association with the Lord of the West. The woman suddenly seemed extremely relieved, and even let out a soft sob.

“Oh thank goodness I found you! Its Lord Sesshomaru, he is in danger, he needs your help immediately!” The woman said. Rin felt her heart spike in fear.

“Danger?! But….what kind of trouble could he be in that I could be of help?” Rin asked. She always wanted to help Lord Sesshomaru, in any way she could, but she also did not want to be in his way.

“I…..I’m not sure, all I know is that he asked for you, said that you were the only one who could help.” The woman said. “Please, if you come with me I’ll take you right to him.” The woman held her hand out to Rin. Well that settled it, if Lord Sesshomaru said he needed Rin, then that’s just what he would get.

“Alright then lets go!” Rin shouted as she took the woman’s hand.

As Nefrume pulled her Youki around her and took to the sky she had to hold back laughter, instead opting for a small smile. “To easy.” She thought.



Inuyasha looked down at his reflection in the lake below the low hanging tree branch he had perched on. He felt miserable and elated at the same time. On one hand he was free, no more abuse, no more sits. On the other hand he didn’t know what to do with himself at the moment. He wanted to continue hunting Naraku, but could he? He couldn’t sense jewel shards like Kagome, and he seriously doubted he’d be welcomed back into the group after what had happened. “Damnit!” He growled. It wasn’t his fault, all he had ask the girl was to take that damn leash off of his neck, how dare she refuse him! After everything he had done for her. He’d been so upset and angry that he couldn’t stop the tears that had flown down his face, the same tears that were again threatening to drop once again. Miroku’s actions hurt almost as much as Kagome’s, he truly had thought the monk and him where growing closer as friends. Had the monk really planned on trying to suck him into his Wind Tunnel?

You could always go back and ask?” The voice rang out.
“Yeah…right, how doubtful is that.” Inuyasha mumbled. It didn’t help matters that his body was feeling weirder then ever, his clothes felt tighter and where just barely fitting him. All in all he felt itchy, achy and irritable. “How much longer is this shit gonna last?” Inuyasha grumped. Tilting his ears to the side slightly Inuyasha caught the sound of footsteps heading towards him. “Oh what now.” he muttered, hoping down from his tree perch. “Alright I know your there, show yourself!” Placing one hand upon the hilt of his sword he steadied himself. Knowing his luck, god only knows what could pop out at him. But much to his surprise a richly dressed, demon woman stepped out, with her hands tilted up, palms out.

“Please Lord Inuyasha. I mean you no harm.” The woman said. Inuyasha just looked at her.

“You know me?” He asked. Keeping his hand on Tessiga.

“Oh indeed I do Milord.” She said. Inuyasha looked her over, her clothes reminded him of Sesshomaru’s. Her skin was darker then his own, tan-ish. Long brownish orange hair littered with black spots spilled down her back.

“Hmmm not bad….not bad at all, Hyena demon…wonder what she wants?” the voice whispered.

“Good question.” Inuyasha thought. “Who are you, how do you know me, and just want to you want.” The woman slid her hand around her chin, looking down her nose at Inuyasha, a small pout forming on her lips, as she let out a little chuckle.

“Well first off I am Nefrume, the lady of the south.” Nefrume said.

“Lady of the south….you’re a rule or something I suppose.” Inuyasha said. Body still tense.

“Indeed I am.” Nefrume replied. “And as for how I know about you well. How could I not? Your strength is well known, I’ve heard all about you, and I was so…intruded that I just had to mean you. And I must say I’m really very…….” Nefrume trailed off eyeing Inuyasha up and down. “….Impressed.”
“You know…I’m liking where this is going.” the voice piped up.

“I…see.” Inuyasha said, not quite sure how to take all this. He was confused, before full demon’s had always shown him nothing but utter distain, even his own blood shunned him.

“And as for what I want. Well, I am without a mate, as are you. Thus I came to…..mmm well check you out.” Nefrume purred. Inuyasha instantly blushed, no one had ever talked to him like that. No one, not Kikyo, not Kagome, no one.

“E-Excuse me?” He stuttered. This was really not something he had expected to happen. Ever. Something to kill, he could handle it. Someone lost, he could point them on their way. Some animal wandering around, ignore it. But this?

“Ah…I hope I haven’t offend you Lord Inuyasha, perhaps….perhaps I over-stepped myself. Perhaps I should have listened when Lord Sesshomaru said to stay away from you.” Nefrume said. Inuyasha eyes narrowed.

“Sesshomaru said what about me?” Inuyasha asked. Nefrume looked down for a moment, she looked embarrassed.

“Well I’ll admit I don’t know to much about you two’s situation, but as proper I came to your brother to ask for permission to get to know you. Your legend has filter through my lands, like some great hero in a book. But when I did he turned on me, snarling for me to stay away from you, and that he would kill me if I attempted to meet you. It was extremely strange, almost as if he was saying he didn’t want you to have a mate.” Nefrume answered. Inuyasha’s temper spiked.

“You mean to tell me a ruler of another land comes in asking about me, and he threatened you?” Inuyasha said. Nefrume nodded.

“Yes, and he even insulted me for taking an interest in a well….I don’t want to offend you, but he made disparaging comments about you being a hanyo. Which puzzles me, such hatred towards family.” Nefrume said. Yeah that sounded like Sesshomaru alright.

“What the hell? Now that bastard is even trying to keep us away from potential mates?!” the voice raged.

“Here’s what I really don’t understand, he goes off on that tangent against you, due to your human blood. But now I’ve heard reports that he is rushing off to save a young human girl that he has been raising. Although I guess that is admirable, perhaps after raising you he wished to indulge in it again. Although I must admit, he never has struck me as paternal.” Nefrume said. Human girl?…Oh that girl Rin….

“Wait…what do you mean raising me?” Inuyasha asked, trying to keep his tone level. This Nefrume had done nothing to him, in fact she had been nothing but polite and kind. A real rarity in his life. No his building anger was for Sesshomaru and Sesshomaru alone.

“Well I mean. I heard your mother died when you were young, my apologies by the way, and your father had already passed on before that. So it is my understanding that your brother would become your caretaker. Surely he took care of you?” Nefrume asked. Inuyasha crossed his arms, claws digging into his forearms.

“Its not her fault…she doesn’t know not to go there.” Inuyasha thought. “Actually no, he left me out in the cold, he never lifted one finger to help me.” Inuyasha spat. A sharp surprised gasp echoed from Nefrume as she gently touched her lips.

“Oh…oh my. That’s….that’s unbelievable……But…..I mean. Well if he refused to care for you, his own brother, then why would he take in a human child?” Nefrume asked.

“Good question.” Inuyasha answered. “Its been a pleasure meeting you Lady Nefrume…..perhaps we could continue sometime? But…if you’d please tell me of my brothers whereabouts?”

“Of course. Well he was reported to be headed for the cliffs a little north of here.” Nefrume said.

“Yeah I know where that is.” Inuyasha whispered.

“Well Lord Inuyasha I would love to accompany you, but I’m afraid it would probably only lead to conflict, and I have no desire to cause a fight between you and your brother.” Nefrume said.

“No no, I understand, and just so you know, that bastard had no right to threaten you over me. I’m perfectly able of making my own decisions.” Inuyasha growled. Nefrume smiled, before starting to walk closer to Inuyasha, her hips swaying seductively. She stopped just short of touching him.

“Oh I’m quite sure that you can, and please, if you wish, when this business is concluded perhaps you could come visit me in my lands? I’d very much like that.” Nefrume purred, gently nuzzling Inuyasha’s face. Heat race though Inuyasha’s body.

“Perhaps I will.” Inuyasha whispered, voice breathy.

“Very well Milord, I will await your possible arrival with great…..anticipation.” Nefrume said.

As she watched Inuyasha race north Nefrume let out a small chittering laugh. “Well at least he looks good….haha but that when better then I thought.” She thought. Everything was going perfectly so far.



Jaken raced up and down the halls of the castle screaming Rin’s name. “Oh where is that girl?!” He screeched. “Lord Sesshomaru will kill me if anything where to happen to her!” Bounding from room to room, hall to hall, Jaken finally ended up in the garden. One of Rin’s self proclaimed -favorite places- but she wasn’t there either. He was just about to give up and organize a search party when someone grabbed him from behind, hauling him up, and clamping a large hand over his mouth. He tried to struggle, but the assailant was just to strong

“Listen up runt….the little human is in our hands, so you tell your Lord, that if he wants her in one piece he needs to come to the cliffs overlooking the northern forest.” A rough growling voice said. “Of course he doesn’t have to, a free meal is always nice, I hear human girl is pretty good stewed.” Jaken’s eyes widened. Someone dared to abduct a person under Lord Sesshomaru’s personal protection?! “Remember, the cliffs over the northern forest, and he better hurry.” the voice spat before hurling Jaken face first into the ground. Pain exploded through the little green retainer’s skull, slowly he pulled himself up, only to find that his attacker had disappeared.

“Oh my…oh my….” Jaken panicked. “I’ve…I’ve got to tell Lord Sesshomaru!” Dusting himself off, Jaken took off towards the stables, to where Ah-Un was kept.


Sesshomaru had spent the last few hours just watching Inuyasha sulk. After reaching the lake the hanyo had down nothing but lay upon a tree branch and stare into the water. His baby brother did not appear to be in tears anymore, yet he still didn’t look happy.

“So why are we not making with the comfort? Hellllllo? Get over there! Hug him! Oh oh lets take him home with us!” His Youki cried out, the damn thing had not shut up once since he’d located Inuyasha. Thankfully he was well out of hearing range, or Inuyasha very well could have been alerted to his presence just from the amount of growling to himself he had done. He was so deep in his own thoughts that he was somewhat startled when Jaken and Ah-Un had come crashing down right near him. The toad was screeching something, and Sesshomaru quickly caught him by the throat.

“Jaken!? What are you doing here?” Sesshomaru snarled softly. “Answer me NOW and keep your voice down!” With that he eased the pressure upon his retainers throat slightly.

“L-Lord Sess-Sesshomaru….Rin! Its…..someone has Rin…going to kill her! Said for you to come to the cliff’s overlooking the northern forest.” Jaken spat out.

“What? Who dares threaten one under this Sesshomaru’s protection?!” Sesshomaru growled, his eyes flashing red.

“I…don’t know. I didn’t see who it was, just a deep growling voice.” Jaken sputtered. Wasting little time Sesshomaru tossed Jaken away as he gathered his Youki around himself, forming a cloud and taking to the sky. But who would kidnap Rin? And why? And just how did they get into his castle?

“Something is wrong with this situation.” his Youki said. Speeding through the air Sesshomaru’s mind raced with possibilities. He’d already revived Rin with Tenseiga once before. Could he do it again? Sesshomaru growled deep within his chest.

“Whoever dares try to harm what is under this Sesshomaru’s protection shall pay….dearly.”

Coming down on the cliff’s Sesshomaru looked around, it seemed quiet enough. Was this some kind of trap? Or did they plan on trying to ransom Rin? All thoughts were torn away as Rin’s scream flooded Sesshomaru’s ears. Leg muscles surging, Sesshomaru made his way towards the sound. Then he saw it.

Rin was tied to a large rock, her eye’s wide with fear. Following her line of sight Sesshomaru saw the object of her terror. A large Demon plant was pulling its way towards her, Sesshomaru recognized it, it was much like a venis fly trap. Only much larger, aggressive and deadly. Once within is maw, one only had to look forward to a very slow, very painful death via liquefaction. “Lord Sesshomaru!!!” Rin screamed. Her eyes locked on his. Sesshomaru launched himself forward, drawing Tokijin as he charged towards the plant demon. Suddenly he was rather painfully hurled back, only his perfect balance kept him from landing ungracefully on his ass.

“A barrier?” He spat. Was this Naraku’s doing? Drawing back his arm, he lashed out, driving Tokijin into the barrier, attempting to break it. Energy sparks exploded from the contact point, tearing up the ground around his feet. But the barrier held. Rin’s screams became more frantic as the demon oozed closer and closer. Again and again Sesshomaru struck the barrier with all his might. But it just wasn’t enough, his sword didn’t have the power to break such barriers. Mind racing Sesshomaru fought to come up with a plan. “I cannot break it….but what can….what has the…………Tessaiga, I have seen Inuyasha break through Naraku’s barriers with it.” Sesshomaru thought. But Inuyasha was so far away, surely Rin would be within the vile creatures clutches by the time he returned to Inuyasha, collected him and came back.

But then, as if sent by the fates themselves Inuyasha suddenly landed behind him.

“WOOO HOO! Yes! I’m telling you he is perfect for us!” His Youki cried out.

The hanyo looked mildly confused, and rather annoyed. “What the hell is going on here?” Inuyasha asked, looking over at the slimy plant demon inching its way towards the girl.

“Inuyasha! Draw Tessaiga and break this barrier!” Sesshomaru ordered. But to his annoyance and shock his baby brother just looked at him.

“Why?” Inuyasha asked. “Why should I help you?”

“Inuyasha…do not test me. Break the barrier now!” Sesshomaru reiterated. What was going on in Inuyasha’s head? Did he not protect humans? Would he allow a small child to be eaten alive?

“I say again….why?” Inuyasha asked. Rage tore though Sesshomaru, his ward was in danger and this stupid hanyo has the nerve to disobey him?!

“Ask nicer! Be polite! That should work!” his Youki shouted. But Sesshomaru was in no mood to be pleasant, rushing forward he caught his brother by the throat, digging his claws deep into flesh as he wrenched Inuyasha into the air. Blood began to poor down his baby brother’s neck as Sesshomaru shook him by the neck.

“God damn it Inuyasha! How dare you disobey me! Now break the barrier or I will tear pieces off of you until you do!” Sesshomaru roared, hurling Inuyasha into the barrier.


Inuyasha had a moment to brace himself before he smashed into a barrier of some kind. He couldn’t believe it, he had never seen Sesshomaru so….frantic. He looked over at the Demon Lord who had his eyes locked on the human girl. “He’s so concerned about her?….why?” Inuyasha thought as pain tore through his chest. Sesshomaru had never shown HALF as much concern for him. What was so important about that girl? Drawing his sword Inuyasha felt the pulse surge through his blade and into him. As the blade bled into crimson Inuyasha readied himself. He couldn’t just let the girl die after all. With one swing Tessaiga tore through the barrier, the concussive force popping his ears slightly. Sesshomaru wasted no time, charging at the demon that was now pulling the girl towards its mouth. Just as Sesshomaru raced past Inuyasha, he clearly heard Sesshomaru snarl. “Stupid filthy hanyo, she’s just a child!”

Those words shredded right through Inuyasha’s very soul. Rubbing memories best left alone. As Sesshomaru began to slice away at the demon, Inuyasha felt an inner urge to run….just to get away, far far away. Away from Sesshomaru.

So he did.



As Inuyasha tore though the forest, tears once again began to spill down his face as the memories welled up within his mind.


From Inuyasha’s childhood memories.

Inuyasha cold and wet, the rain pouring down on him, curling himself into a little ball he pressed up harder against the truck of the tree, trying to get more protection from the rain. It wasn’t right….Mama had only passed away a few weeks ago, why….why did she have to die? Why did he have to be so cold, so wet…so hungry. He hadn’t eaten in so long. And what was worse…he was being hunted. 4 lower demon’s had chased him all over the forest. He could only hope that the rain would throw him off. “Mama…..” Inuyasha sobbed. He didn’t understand, this all seemed so wrong. He was so young….yet here he was, out in the cold, running for his life.

Why hadn’t his brother come for him? His mother had told him more the once that he had a half-brother out there. A Lord, but not just any Lord, THE LORD of the west. Surely his brother had to know about him, about his…mother. So why hadn’t he came? Why hadn’t be protected him and his mother. And why now the she had died, why hadn’t he come for his baby brother? Inuyasha didn’t understand. He pulled himself tighter as his belly growled. “Ohhhh….I’m so hungry.” He whimpered. After his mother had passed on, the villagers had wasted no time in casting him out of the village. Honestly he shouldn’t be surprised, but how could they? He was so small, so young. He shouldn’t be out on his own. He didn’t even know what to do. With no where really to go, he had waited a week to see if his missing brother would come for him, and when that didn’t happen, he had decided that the only thing that made sense was that obviously his brother didn’t know about his situation. That had to be it, surely his only family wouldn’t abandon him. Gathering up all the berries and little nuts he could find he had began to make his way west. He wasn’t sure where to go, but surely if he went far enough, his brother would find him somehow right? It hadn’t been easy, his food had run out quickly, and so far he hadn’t been able to find more. Then those demon’s had found him. They had tried to eat him! They were still trying to eat him! Luckily it had started to rain, and he had ducked under a large tree.

“There he is!” A voice rang out. Inuyasha head whipped around, there they were! Crap they were so close! His little heart pounding Inuyasha sprang up, racing as fast as he could into the forest. He had to hide, had to get away. Looking behind him to see where they were, he never saw the large demon until it was too late.

Crashing face first into a leg, Inuyasha cried out in pain, before falling flat on his butt. Looking back he could see his three pursuers carefully keeping their distance. Looking up, Inuyasha took in the sight of the Sliver haired, silk clad demon. “So your Inuyasha….fathers little hanyo.” The demon said.

“Y-yes….my name is Inuyasha…are….are you…my-my brother?” Inuyasha asked. He was so scared….he didn’t want to die….oh please oh please let this be his brother…please just once let something good-

“Yes.” The demon said. Instantly Inuyasha felt joy surge within him, his brother had found him! He had been looking for him! Gently picking himself up off the muddy ground, he looked back again, only to see the three demon’s keeping a safe distance. Fearfully Inuyasha eased himself closer to his brother.

“Everything will be ok….your safe now.” Inuyasha thought. “What….what is your name?” Inuyasha asked his brother.

“Sesshomaru.” Sesshomaru said, and with that he turned on his heel and began to walk away. Quickly Inuyasha followed, his little legs pumping quickly.

“Where are you going? Are you going home?” Inuyasha asked.

“Yes.” Sesshomaru answered. Inuyasha felt so excited. A real home! With his family! It would be warm and dry, he bet there would be food, and maybe a real bed!

“Oh I can’t wait to see it, I’ve never been there. Will it take long for us to get there?” Little Inuyasha asked.

“Whoever said we were going anywhere?” Sesshomaru asked as a cloud formed around his feet, and he began to float up into the air. Quickly Inuyasha jumped up, trying to grab a hold of it, only to find that he passed right though it. As Sesshomaru began to fly away, Inuyasha chased after him.

“Hey! Wait! Where are you going?” Inuyasha cried out. One glance behind him showed that the demon’s were beginning to stalk him again.

Fear began to build up in Inuyasha’s little heart. His brother couldn’t be leaving him?! He couldn’t! “Wait! Please wait!” Inuyasha yelled, his tiny legs pushing with all their might. But Sesshomaru was going higher and faster, and the demon’s were gaining speed as well. “Please wait for me! You can’t leave me!” Inuyasha screamed.

Ohmygod….he was leaving…he was abandoning him. His own brother…how….how could. “Wait! PLEASE WAIT!!” Inuyasha pleaded. “You can’t leave me! BROTHER PLEASE!!!” Looking behind he saw the demon’s gaining, only 7 feet behind. “SESSHOMARU!! PLEASE DON’T GO!! I’LL DIE!! BROTHER PLEASE THEY’LL KILL ME!!!!” Inuyasha screamed with all the force he could muster, terror flooded through him. He was really leaving…he was going to let his own brother be eaten alive. Tears began to pour down Inuyasha’s tiny face as he looked behind him.

6 feet.


Pushing his little body as hard as he could Inuyasha raced forward. “I’m doomed…I’m going to die.” Inuyasha thought.


5 feet.


4 feet.



Inuyasha cried out as the ground beneath him disappeared, he’d been so focused on them…he hadn’t seen the cliff. The rain continued to pour down as the young hanyo tumbled down, rocks cutting into his flesh and battering him senseless. Above he could hear the infuriated howls of the demon’s, who had been cheated out of a meal. A jagged rock smashed into Inuyasha face, tearing open a large gash, and smashing his nose. Blood began to run down his face and mouth as he landed in a river.

The current was strong, Inuyasha could feel himself being pulled under as he fought to swim to the surface. He needed air….his lungs began to burn. His head burst above water, and he sucked in a deep breath before being pulled under again, as the current raced down river. Still he fought, limbs pushing for all they were worth, but he was so hungry, and getting so tired….so tired…..

Perhaps out of sheer luck his tiny claws dug into the side of the river bank and he was just barely able to pull himself out of the river. Choking and sputtering Inuyasha crawled across the ground, lucking out and managing to find a small cave. Now protected from the rain the little Inu-hanyo began to wrench up the water the had filled his lungs. Sobbing he continued to heaved, if he had, had anything in his stomach he probably would have puked. Wiping his face with his muddy hands Inuyasha crawled over into the corner. Sobs wreaking his body uncontrollably.

“How could he do that?….how….I’m….I’m his brother….I’m just a kid….I cant live on my own.” Inuyasha sobbed.

“I’m just a kid….I’m little….I need help…..I’m just a child.”


Present day.


“I was just a child….” Inuyasha sobbed, somehow he had sunk to his knee’s. The tree’s around him tore up. “How could he…..how could he abandon me.” That had been the first time Inuyasha had ever seen his brother Sesshomaru….and it had set the tone for everything. Sesshomaru had refused to care for him…but now….now he was raising some little human girl?! Protecting her!? Sheltering her!? How dare he?! HOW FUCKING DARE HE!?

“He has no right”

Inuyasha could feel something clawing up inside him. It felt just like it did before his demon side had taken control. But how? Tessaiga was right at his side.

He has no right!”

He could feel his claws and fangs elongating, his blood pumping harder and hotter. His eye’s bleeding to crimson.

Fury.

Unbridled rage boiled up inside him.

HE HAS NO RIGHT!!!”

Inuyasha reared back, his body seemingly moving on its own as a infuriated howl burst from his lips. Then his body was moving, hurling through the sky.

You have NO right Sesshomaru, how dare you ignore us! Abandon us! You will pay! We are more important! Not some stupid human girl!”

Sesshomaru’s scent tickled at Inuyasha’s nose as he felt his rational mind slipping away.

“I’ll get you, you bastard….how dare you.”

“You have no right.”



Ok….wow that chapter was hard….haha and yet again its 2:30 a.m. and I gotta be up at 8:30. Man isn’t that always how it is? Anyway yeah I know some of you were hoping for a big lovely comforting scene. But….its just not time for that kind of stuff. Sorry XD I still love you all. And I hope you enjoyed this chapter.


szaugglaughs: I know it’s a little hard to picture Inuyasha just breaking down like that, but I look at it this way, he’s really really upset, he just offered everything he had and was rejected, and I happen to know some really tough guys that regardless of what they are doing, when they get upset, they cry. Hell when I get upset enough, I cry. Sorry if it looked stupid, but I just pictured Inuyasha’s whole world suddenly crashing down around him.

SoSickOfNyQuil: Yeah Sess is one big bag of mixed emotions. Yes I believe that Inuyasha’s group tends to be ungrateful, despite all he does for them. Not to mention how he gets treated. Awesomeness from the pores? Haha glad to hear you like it.

Liok: I’m a tad confused as to why you gave me a 2 out of 10 if you like the story so much, and as for Inuyasha being Alpha and Sess beta. I dunno, I mean I haven’t even decided on the pairing yet. Though I am leaning towards Inu/Sess. The pairing kind of rests on what you reviewers want. Though Inu/Sess seems to be leading, and it sounds interesting.

Princess Sin: Yes my heart was aching a little when Kagome denied Inuyasha as well. I believe Kagome doesn’t make sense, the things she says, and does and makes Inuyasha do. She has to do some serious growing up before she gets involved with anyone in my opinion. Nefrume kidnapping Inu? Hmm its an idea. But you better believe she’s scheming one way or the other. Oh and there is no such thing as to long a review. I eat reviews up. They brighten my day so much.

gen50-inlj: I don’t really have an official pairing just yet. Changing styles you say? How so? Yes I also believe Inuyasha is much stronger then Koga, and if the pairing was Inu/Koga, you better believe Inu is going to be on top.

LadySess: Sess’s Youki has its work cut out for it getting Sess to do anything. Glad you like the fic so much, I’ll try to keep the update’s steady. I’m sure I’ll get back to Inu’s group sooner or later. Just don’t know when

petpeeves123: It wasn’t so much Koga being stupid, as Koga being hurt and having the crap knocked out of him, and stumbling out.

Hirumakage:Inuyasha and Miroku? That had not crossed my mind really. Hmmm.