InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Kikyou's Angst ❯ Kikyou to Inuyasha, "Why?" ( One-Shot )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]
the pain is rock bottom
could this get any worse?
I want you to save me
so I made this verse

save me from meself
save me from my life
save me from your pain
save me from this knife

you refused to listen and you protected her
you loved me once, why that wench?
I killed you once, don't think I won't do it again
she is your other half as on the bench

I wanted your love, after all I did for you
you protected me, yes, but not from being blue
I am all rock and soot, no real body here
Kikyou I am, alone and in fear

Naraku just used me as he did you all
you fought and you won, I was ready to fall
I was to take you to hell, you had earlier agreed
but that bitch kept you here, in all of her need

the world swallowed me and you were with her
you bowed your head and turned your fur

I screamed your name, you told me to leave
I hated you then, but you did not grieve

you held her hand, your eyes filled with love
as was eaten, she was your precious dove
I wanted to be held, the way you had her
I wanted your feeling, oh evil sir

as I was sucked into the earth
the last sight which met my birth
was her cradling in your arms
with your soft carasses and charms