InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The End ❯ The End ( Chapter 1 )

THE END

Sometimes people tell you to keep going, that you can do it. What if they were wrong? I mean, what if it was all too much?

It was too much for me when I realized that I loved Inuyasha.

It was too much for me to see him with Kikyou.

It was too much for me to see him hurt himself over and over because of her.

It was too much for me to see the pain he went through as a child, the teasing and taunting.

It was too much for me to see my dear friend be killed by a curse that was bestowed upon his grandfather.

It was too much for me to see my strong willed friend break down because her brother did not remember her nor recognize her face.

It was too much for me to see the little kitsune I had taken under my wing leave us all because I was too careless.

It was too much for me to see Inuyasha leave with Kikyou.

It was too much for me to see him say the words goodbye.

It was too much.

Just too much.

_._

I couldn't help it.

I was bound to her.

As I had promised her all those years ago.

I would protect her.

No other man would touch her.

No harm would come to her.

I had failed fifty years ago to fulfill my promises to her.

Now that I had a second chance, I will not let the opportunity slip by.

I had promised to protect Kikyou and that is what I will do. Even to death.

My heart belongs to Kagome, but my body lies with Kikyou.

My promise.

If I could take back anything, I would take back all those things I said to Kagome, all those horrible things.

Just to let her know I care.

To hell with my promise, even though that is where I will lie.

In a matter of minutes, everything I care for in this living world will be gone.

And all I will have left is a shell of Kikyou.

This is not Kikyou.

I promised to protect her, but this is just a clay imitation.

Not her.

My decision is too late though. My realization is off.

It's too late.

I'm already gone.

_._

I had everything ripped away from me in a matter of one day.

My father.

My brother.

My village.

My life.

Everything gone, just because of a pitiful jewel.

It cost me my brother.

I vowed revenge, but what had I done instead?

I failed. I failed miserably.

Not revenging my father, not my brother, not my village.

I'm a disgrace.

I don't deserve this life.

This life with Houshi-sama, Kagome-chan, Shippou, and Inuyasha.

I don't deserve such kindness, understanding, and companionship.

I don't deserve this.

I don't deserve it.

_._

So this is what it is like.

Bleakness.

Dark.

Nothingness.

So this is what lay on my cursed hand.

This is my punishment for the crime my grandfather committed.

Trying to pure the world of evil.

I long for Sango to be here with me.

But I do not wish this eternity upon anyone, especially one I care for deeply.

So here I shall stay, alone.

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AN: Hi.

Ok.

If you didn't guess it already, the order was Kagome, Inuyasha, Sango, and then Miroku.

This is what happens at the end.

But I REALLY don't want it to!

It was just fun to write.

Yes, everyone died.

Miroku, from his windtunnel.

Sango, from grief and the loss of will to live.

Kagome, from heartbreak.

Inuyasha, because of Kikyou.

Eck…………..

If you want cheering up, go read DYLM? It'll scramble your brains so much that you won't be able to remember what the hell this is ^^

Or if you want more angst, read my poemish thingie called Inuyasha and Kikyou. Or LIFF.

Yeah. Shameless plugs.

(Oh and I think this is my first official one-shot. But knowing me, or sortaish, I'll probably turn it into a chapter fic in the future.)

Ta ta~