Neon Genesis Evangelion Fan Fiction ❯ Eva Poetry ❯ Fragile Walls ( Chapter 3 )

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Fragile Walls

I act tough and strong

But deep down I'm not

I hid this side of me for so long

But you broke down my fragile walls

Baka, hentai, idiot, wimp

Just some of the words I've called you

Yet you still reached out to me

Not trying to hurt me

Not trying to use me

Just trying to be my friend

I once thought I loved someone else

He was everything I wanted

But nothing I could have

I realise now how foolish I've been

Pretending to be someone I'm not

You've broke down my fragile walls

And touched my broken soul

You tried to comfort me when I needed it

But I just pushed you away

I thought I didn't need anybody

But I was wrong

I was hiding from the world

But inside I was just a scared little girl

You're the only one to have broken down my fragile walls

And after Instrumentality I realised

That you'd done much more than that

You put your life on line for others

Without asking for anything in return

You've sacrificed so much for us

And haven't thought anything of it

You've broken down my fragile walls

And you've done so much more

You befriended Rei, which was near to impossible

You turned Misato into a mother, which was in itself a miracle

You've affected everyone who's met you

But you've also affected me

In used to think you were pathetic

A spineless wimp

You've shown me otherwise

And now I know the true you

For you see, I now know something I've denied for so long

And I've slowly grown in love with you

I still think you're a baka

But now you're my baka Shinji

And you'll be mine forever

Until the day we die