Neon Genesis Evangelion Fan Fiction ❯ Eva Poetry ❯ Looking Through A Glass Window ( Chapter 2 )

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Looking Through A Glass Window

Nobody know what it is like

To not be allowed to feel

To not be allowed to be true to myself

But I was created for this purpose

So I cannot complain

I am looking through a glass window

Unable to express my pain

People say I am a puppet

Some say I am a doll

But they do not know a thing about me

And that is the way it must stay

For there must be no deviations

If Instrumentality is to occur

So I am looking through a glass window

Unable to express my pain

My creator is a man of secrets

There is an air of contempt around him

He has built walls around the light of his soul

And is being swallowed by the darkness

Yet he still finds time for me

But how he does this eludes me

The younger Ikari is a different case

Full of compassion and sorrow

Yet I feel he is the only one who truly cares for me

He does not seek anything in return

He is my only true friend

But in spite of this

I am not allowed to feel

So I am looking through a glass window

Seeing the world go by

I am looking through a glass window

To the world I say; goodbye