Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Secrets ❯ Do you still love me? ( Chapter 3 )

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Hi guys..here's the story that I promised before I leave so enjoy...ohh and thanx to Irene once again for doing such a good job on editing..she's out for one week on girl state at sacremento so there probably won't be anything till she gets back from her trip..

I do not own Sailor Moon and never will...


Secrets Chapter 3 pg-13
By Sailor Debbie
Blossom_619@hotmail.com or blossomsoh@yahoo.com




'Mamo-Chan?!?!'
'Usako?!?! '

Mamoru'sPOV:

Oh my God! Is this real, or am I just dreaming? This can't be... can
it? Man, she looks so amazing, even more beautiful than 8 years ago. What am I
saying, I'm engaged to Rei. We're going to be married in a month; I'm not
supposed to be thinking about this! Recovering from shock, I came forward.

"Usagi, it's nice to see you again." Her eyes went wide. When I hugged her,
her body tensed and I could see she was scared about something, but I couldn't
figure what. She didn't seem like she liked me touching her.

"Do you know each other?" I heard the man next to her say.

"Umm...yes...he was...he was... my... a friend of mine from a long time ago." Her
words were tactful. I smiled at her evasiveness. She was so... cute.... Wait, a
minute... Yes, I loved Rei, I couldn't be falling...


"Yes, we were friends long ago." I turned to the man that spoke. I raised an
eyebrow. I didn't like the way the man spoke to her. "And you are?"

"My name is Seiya Lights. I'm Usagi's husband and this is our seven years old
son. "He wrapped his arm around Usak-I mean Usagi's waist and brought a
little boy forward.

Son? They have a son...and to boot a--- seven years old? That would mean that
they got married and had him right after I had left. Man, Usagi didn't waste
any time did she? I guess it's all for the best. It wouldn't have been right
to ask her to wait for me anyways... that would have been selfish. So, he was
Seiya Lights. Mr. Hino told me about him. I'll have to keep my eyes on him
since... well not to brag, but I am his superior.... and quite a high superior
that I might add. I chuckled at the thought. They all began to stare at me and
I brought the attention to someone else. I was quite good at doing that.

"Hi there sport, what is your name?" I looked down at the little boy. The
child didn't seem too interested in me. He was concentrated on my plate.

"Endy Lights. I want your chocolate cake. Mom says not to talk to strangers."

I laughed. This kid was a handful. I know one when I see one. I smiled.
He reminded me a lot of myself when I was his age.

**Flashback**

"Mamo-chan, if we ever had a son, maybe we can name him Endy...that's the
cutest name in the world." Usagi had that dreamy look on her face that I
loved. I pretended to not be interested. You know, that whole macho thing
where girls get all sentimental and their boyfriends act like they don't
care...yeah that thing.

I looked down at my magazine and she sat on my lap. "Hmmm...Endy...sounds like
you're trying to say Andy with a speech impediment don't you think?" I
chuckled. She elbowed me gently. I kissed her on the forehead. "We could call
him 'baby' for all I care...as long as it's our child."

**End of flash back**

"I'm not a stranger." I extended my hand. "My name is Mamoru Chiba." I gave
him my brownie. He ate it like a mad man. Usagi gently cleaned him up.
Very motherly...well of course motherly, she was a mother...well, that's not how
she was before...what am I saying...I stared at her for the longest time while
she cleaned the boy up. I didn't realize that I was smiling all this time...I
met the eyes of the father and he didn't look too happy. I quickly looked away
and stuck my nose in the air like I ruled the world.

She named him Endy. What do you know... I felt a bit jealous. This was supposed
to be the name of our kid...well, yeah if we were together I know ...but still,
things in a relationship are usually meant for the two people involved...he was
a very handsome tyke I'll have to admit...maybe our son would've had a uni-brow
or something...Endy the One-brow...that's what they would've called him in
school...what am I thinking?.... that doesn't matter now... I'm marrying Rei and we
will have a family of our own. A family of uni-brow kids---man, I need a
vacation.

Author's POV

"So when is the big day?" Seiya asked.

"It's a month from now, but I have no clue what to do. I haven't been back in
Japan for so long that I'm not really close with anyone to help me." The
black-tress vixen tossed her full mane behind her shoulders. She carried
herself like a rich man's daughter. And of course that's what she was. She
had no problem accepting the role.

"Hmmm...my wife runs a Bridal Shop downtown, she can help you with whatever
you will need. Just said the word."

"Really? That would be so wonderful!" She turned to Usagi. "Will you help
me?" Her violet eyes shone with hope.

"Sure. Here's my card, just come in next week and we'll get started ok?" She
gave a weak smile. She was not too enthusiastic about the idea of preparing
her ex-boyfriend's wedding.

"Thank you thank you thank you." Rei hugged Usagi tightly.

After the banquet, in the Light's household...

"Who was he to you?? TELL ME!! Was he your lover? Was he??"

"No...no he wasn't...please Seiya...don't overreact..."

"DON'T LIE TO ME!" He whipped his belt out and began to wrap it around his
fist. "You know, I bet every man has had you already anyways." He began to
whip Usagi fiercely. "He's just another one on the list isn't he??" After a
few lashes, he stopped. Seiya was breathing hard. At times it seemed like her
husband enjoyed it. Another thing on his to-do list. She was an activity.
Usagi's tears soaked her thin dress. "Clean yourself up and go to bed. You
look repulsing." She gritted her teeth as she got up.

Usagi walked into the bathroom and cleaned herself up. She painfully slipped
off her dress and put on her robe. Seiya followed her into the bathroom. He
hugged her waist.

His voice was gentle. "Baby, I'm sorry, you know I don't like hitting you,
but why must you always make me so mad? Next week when Ms. Hino goes to the
shop do everything that she wants ok? Get as close to her as you possibly can
ok? That'll score me a few points with the dad."

"Ok, Seiya,."

"Good. That's what I want to hear."

Next Morning...

Usagi was at the shop thinking about the events the night before. She was
startled when she heard the jingle of the bells from the front door. She
raised her head and she was surprised. It was Mamoru.

"Mamo-chan...I mean...Mr. Chiba can I help you with something?"
"Do we have to be so formal all of a sudden?" Mamoru grinned. He made her
melt. She quickly looked away and began making herself look busy. She grabbed
a mother of pearl-like dress and began clumsily fitting it onto a mannequin.
"I came to see you."
"Mr. Chiba, if you'd like to look around feel free. We have a great bargain
on imported material."
"Usak-Usagi..." He lightly touched her arm.
"Me? Why would you want to see me for?" She pretended to be irritated. She
fitted the dress over the mannequin the wrong way. "I'm extremely busy Mr.
Chiba. I have no time for personal matters right now. Old flings and what
not..." She cringed inside with the thought her own words. He seemed a bit
stunned by her harshness. He smiled.

"Usak...Usagi, you know every well why I came here for. How are you after all
these years? Are you still mad at me?"
She tried her best to make her face cold like her husband's. "Very well thank
you. After you had left Seiya helped me. He molded me into a stronger person.
That sensitive crybaby that was with you died a long time ago, so if you
were expecting to find her then you have mistaken me for someone that you
thought you knew. She was so naive and selfish, that's probably the reason why
you left her... She didn't deserve to be loved... no one like that deserves to be
loved..."Her lip quivered. But she tried to control it. 'Stop it you crybaby!
Don't let him win. You're supposed to be happy. Show him.' She gave a forced
smile. "We are getting along very well. Seiya is a great husband." She
remembered last night.

Mamoru saw her hurting beneath the layers of austerity. He knew her too well,
after eight long years he still knew her. He wanted to hold her and kiss her
right then and there, take care of her and tell her everything was all right.
He was about to walk over to her, but he controlled himself and kept his
distance. "It's a shame she passed away. I loved that girl. I came to see
her, but instead I find you. I see your husband loves you very much and you
guys have a handsome son. I hope mine and Rei's marriage will be as happy as
yours." He winced at his words. He wanted to tell her that it wasn't gone
yet. His feelings weren't gone yet.

Usagi stood still. The mannequin was poorly dresses. "Yes..." she softly
whispered.

"Usa, you've changed so much. You are so strong and independent. I have a
feeling that somehow I contributed. Forgive me for the pain I caused you."
Mamoru felt guilty. She was right...she was no longer the girl he once loved...
he loved this woman much more.

"What's past is past. I don't want to talk about it anymore...nothing ever
happened...we never happened..." She was deeply hurting inside. He was opening up
deep scars that she longed to forget.' Mamoru, why do you still make me feel
this way...'She was so occupied with her own thoughts that she had totally
forgotten about the mannequin that was not carefully propped up on the stand.
Mamoru came closer and she was about to move away, when she lightly brushed up
against the stand. The carved figure fell on her.

"Usa!!" Mamoru screamed. "Usa, you should be more careful." He propped
the mannequin back on the stand. He looked over Usagi to make sure she was
alright. He noticed the bruises on her arm.

"Usa what happen here?" She pulled her arm away from him.
"You just saw what happened." Usagi nervously tried to clean up.
"These bruises already have color." Mamoru looked worried.
"Oh that...you know how I am...always clumsy...I guess things never change..."
'Please believe me'

Realizing that she did not want to tell him the truth he did not press the
matter. He changed the subject.

"Oh...Rei will be coming in starting tomorrow and you guys can discuss all
the details for the wedding if that's ok with you?" Talking about it made his
stomach go down. He knew it wasn't right to marry Rei when this woman made him
feel like this.

"That's fine." Usagi resumed her fitting of the mannequin. 'Don't go yet...'

"I really hope you guys can be really close friends." Mamoru gazed at Usagi
for along time before walking out the door. The bells jingled as he left.

Three weeks went by and they had almost everything ready. During these three
weeks, Rei and Usagi had become really good friends with each other, to
Usagi's surprise. Because Rei did not have any friend in Japan, she chose
Usagi to be her maid of honor.

It was three days before the wedding and Usagi was torn. She knew that she was
not supposed to be thinking this way, but she couldn't help but wish that
Mamoru would be marrying her. No matter what she told her self, deep down
inside she was still very much in love with him.

"Usagi...hello?? Anyone home??" Ami tapped on the screen door.

"What?? Oh hi Ami, what brings you here?" Usagi walked over to the door and
un locked it.

"Well, I'm here to see how you're holding up. I heard about the wedding. By
the looks of it, it's really getting to you." Ami saw the bags under Usagi's
eyes.

"I don't know what you're talking about, I'm perfectly fine." Her voice
echoed as she went into the kitchen. She brought back a pitcher of lemonade
and poured her friend a glass.

"Come on Usa. You and I both know that you are still in love with him, you
can't deny that. Besides, I really think he has the right to know about Endy.
You should really think about it ok. I'm not going to pressure you into
anything, but it is better if he knew. You need to let him decide what he
needs to do." Ami took a sip. It was sour. "Uhh, this is awful." She put the
glass back on the table.

"Thanks." She stuck her tongue out at her friend. She took a sip of Ami's
glass and grimaced. "You're right."

"Good, I'm glad you see it my way."

"No not about the whole telling about it ordeal. I'll think about it Amy, but
I really don't think so. I don't want to be the cause of the problem and
I certainly don't want Mamoru to feel that it's his responsibility to take
care of Endy and therefore not marry Rei. She really is a sweet girl and I
don't want to be in the way of her happy future."

"Well, I don't either, but what about your future, huh? What about Endy's
future? The other day I went to visit Endy during my lunch break and it
bothers me to know that he does know about Seiya hitting you and he thinks
it's normal. I hate to say this, but it will affect him no matter what, so I
suggest you do something before it gets worst. It's up to you." Ami glanced
at her watch. "I got to go, I'll talk to you later Usa."

Usagi walked her friend to the door. "Bye."

The wedding was carried out smoothly. Everything was good, but Usagi's heart
ached like it never did before. Now she knew it was immoral to even dream that
Mamoru would ever come back to her. After they came back from their honeymoon,
Mr.Hino had to take care of business in the States so he left the company in
the hands of his son-in-law. Mamoru and Rei seem really happy but she had informed Usagi that they were using birth control because he does not think that she..or they are ready to take care of kids yet. ( AN: this fits in later in the story so bare with me...hehe) Ever since Mr. Hino left Seiya had been trying to gain Mamoru's trust.
Seiya had asked Usagi to bring him to lunch today. She walked into his office.
"Hi Seiya, I brought you your lunch."
"Thanks Usa, why don't you stay awhile babe?" She saw him get antsy.
Her eyes grew wide. 'Not at work.' "Sorry I can't, I still have to go back
to the store, honey." She turned away.
"I SAID STAY...WHAT PART OF THAT DON'T YOUUNDERSTAND??" He grabbed her
wrist and pulled her to him.
"Let go of me Seiya, you're hurting me."
"I want you Usa, and I want you now." He pinned her on his desk and
start passionately kissing her, ripping the button on her white blouse and
lifting her skirt with his eager hands.
"Seiya, please stop it...please...your co-workers might hear us..." she pleaded.
Her begging was cut short when the door suddenly swung open. Mamoru was by the
door.

"What the hell are you doing?"

To be continue....


Soo what did you guys thing...hey it's not good to throw things at me...another pie come flying across the room...lol..missed me...ok..but here's the deal..like I said I'm going to be on a vacation..so I won't have as much time to write but I will if u guys would want me to...I'll be checking my reviews from time to time to see if people like it or not...so review me ok...