Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Save me from myself ❯ Surprise ( Chapter 3 )

Save me from myself

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: NC-17, R in this chapter.

Disclaimers: Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it. It they were mine, KenKen and Youji would be together in the series, manga AND merchandising. But no, since it isn't mine, we YoKen fans have to cope with Koyasu's pathetic and manipulative attempts to make everybody think that there's something between RanRan and Ken.

Warnings: Shounen-ai/Yaoi, OCC, angst, lemon in later chapters and horrible spelling.

Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts. Things /written this way/ are mental talk.

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Ne, minna! I want to thank all the reviewers before you start with the chappie! So, today's big arigatous go to: g (arigato for reviewing!! *glomps*) and wingedkitten (arigato for reviewing!! ^^ *glomps*)

Chapter 3: Surprise

Who was more shocked, you wouldn't know, but I can tell you that if Ken looked shocked, Schuldig wasn't less surprised than he was.

Ohshitohshitohshitoshitosh- Ken's mind became a chaos. Now he was seeing his fears confirmed. He knows! He panicked and tried to tear his eyes away from the redhead's shocked face. But it was impossible. It was hypnotic. Schuldig was so beautiful…

It seemed that the German caught those thoughts because he snapped out of his shock and looked at him a little more calmly.

/I'm what?/ he asked mentally, still surprised.

I'm not repeating myself. He didn't know from where he got the strength to say it.

For a few minutes, they just stared at each other, neither of them saying anything.

Finally, it was the brunette who broke that silence. What do you want?

Schuldig shrugged, still standing outside the flower shop. /Shouldn't I be the one asking that question?/

Ken glared at him. Leave me alone.

Schuldig smirked. /You don't want me to./

What was tha- yeah, it was a blush on Ken's face. It only took the German a moment to come with a game to entertain himself with the kitten.

So the kitty wanted to play? Then let's play and see who has more fun.

He grinned evilly at the florist and lifted his hand to wave at him. /I'm leaving kitty. Hope I see ya soon!/ he said happily into his mind and continued walking.

.::.::.::.::.

Youji went downstairs into the Koneko. He was still angry, no, not angry, he was hurt.

When he entered the shop, he noticed Ken was sitting on a chair, and had a worried look on his face.

The blonde didn't say anything though, he just put on his apron and started to water some plants.

Ken didn't seem to notice him, and if he had, then he was really good at pretending.

"Youji?" he asked tentatively.

The blonde continued giving his back to him. Ken rose and inched towards him. "I'm sorry…" he whispered, placing his hand on his lover's shoulder. "I… guess I'm losing it lately. I… I'm sorry Youji."

"Is it my fault?"

"NO!" Ken said quickly. "I…"

"You changed after what Aya did to you, and since Omi went away with the other kid… You aren't the same anymore."

So Youji thought that he just missed Omi? Well, he felt like shit for doing this to him, but if thinking that made the playboy feel better, then let him think that. "Guess it's just that."

Youji turned and gave him a little kiss, though he looked a bit hesitant. "Look baby, you know you can tell me when anything bothers you. Whatever you need, I'm here for you."

The brunette wrapped his arms around him and let his head rest on his shoulder. He couldn't help but sigh in relief because Youji hadn't gone downstairs five minutes before. "Thank you Yo-tan… I love you… really…"

Surprisingly, that was the only true thing he had said that day. Because as he grew more and more sure of his feelings towards Schuldig, he was surer of what remained of his feelings for Youji.

"Youji?" he said softly.

"Nani?"

"I don't deserve you."

.::.::.::.::.

Omi finished getting dressed and took the letter he had written Ken. "Nagi? Are you ready koi?"

"Hai…" the younger boy murmured putting into a tee shirt. "Are you sure you want to send that letter to Hidaka? I don' think he likes the idea of being in love with Schu-"

"Nagi-kun! I'm absolutely sure of what I'm doing! I know that lusting after Schuldig can't be good for Ken-kun and it would break Youji-kun if he knew!"

Nagi looked at him sympathetically and offered his hand.

Omi accepted it and they left to send the letter, hand by hand, and went to eat at a McDonald's.

A few hours and some lovemaking later, the cuddled into their bed, sleeping peacefully, but not everybody had such a clean conscience and where that happy.

Tsu zu ku…

*sighs* this chapter was done soon, but dunno, guess this will have to stay like this.

Did you like the chapter? Ken's being a bastard to poor Yo-tan, who's a real sweetie. Schu… he wants to play with KenKen, but maybe that's not what Ken wants. And Omi… he's gonna interfere.

Well, until I get next chapter done, why don't you leave me comments with your opinions, ideas and anything ya wanna tell me?

Hasta luego!