Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Biscotti Collections ❯ Lust ( Chapter 7 )

Lust

Stop, not one step more
You take each step with hesitance
and yet you still walk
how?
how are you able to still walk on this earth
when you still know that the scar on my heart is still there
a scar which was made by you
not physically but emotionally
for when you left
I went through a great depression
feeling like I could never move from
that suicidal spot
but then I realized
i only have one life
so why should I waste it
sulking on your absence
pleading to the gods for your return
when I know you would never come
so now somehow the scar has
been reopened once more at your presence
your presence in which i thought
was to never see again
because after your absence
i forgot about you
i didn't erase you, you were still there
and you still are even now here once more
and when i gaze upon your presence
the images flash through my mind
flickers of hate
bliss of love
but most of all lust
the lust that you've placed upon me
that feeling that i never knew
i would face
but i had to face it
i had to face it one day
though i never knew that
i would come to love you
i never knew that i would come to love
Lust