Romance Fan Fiction / Realism Fan Fiction / Original Song Lyrics Fan Fiction ❯ The emergency room ❯ The emergency room ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]


lets let the cruel sun warm our corpse cold bodies
lets let live the black rose in its inky sorrow
prehaps it will bloom today
maybe the daisys will bloom tommorow
lets pretend that every things okay
that these bullets and this gun
that the blood will wash away

The stares so cold and judgeing
and the white rooms never fill
and the corners laced with darkness
was it me you sought to kill
in the shadows lurks a witness
what happened to me
what is this

and even the stars tonight
cant light your misery
and even though i hold you tight
it doesent warm your apathy
why cant the darkness shine
getting sober hangovers
all the while telling you im fine


maybe we will escape someday
maybe the sun will shine on a stained path
and maybe it will be the right way
lets end in this cold hail of bullets
you have your finger on the trigger
dont be scared, baby pull it
theres nothing left to live for

I sit in white empty corners
watching this cold machine keep you awake
lets dont be scared to lose it anymore
cause honestly theres nothing left to take
On white runs a crimson stream
running from your black eyes
the reaper and the nurses babe
I can see through they're disguise

inject an IV
And pipes and tubes and wires
they smile and say its okay
well their all a bunch of liars
our empty bodies fill our beds
and by keeping you alive
they are hurting you again
killing you till the fatal end
say you want to live
they can fill your body with meds
and then you can pretend

from these silent dreams
we will never wake
maybe if your out on morphine
your heart will be to numb to break
they stared us down in the emergency room
and continued your surgery
and your illusive screams reached my mute ear
and rose a sense of urgency

maybe whe can run away
jump from the seventh floor
stop seeing, stop bleeding
no breathing anymore
and as we speed to meet the ground
with this new hope that we have found
as the ambulance speeds to take us back
rise dark shadows, scarred and black
we set it ablaze
and watch from the mourge
shining bright the rising flames

up on the seventh floor again watching this cold machine aid your breathing
and they can gause and wrap it up
but it want stop the bleeding
or end the needless beating
im praying and im pleading
as the sirens rise
another tragedy is born
our bodys are weak
and our hearts are stitched and torn

so poke me full of needles
and fill my heart with chemicals
and tell all the while
that im okay
put my name in the obituarie on the front page
next to my loved one
bury me with my most treasured possesions
my heart, my bullets, my gun

in ink black letters contrast on white
the brightness of the surgery light
and you lay next to me
and i pray for you to never speak
again
lets let it end now
lets forget the white beggining
forget the broken vows

lets not relive this
lets just pull the plug
no goodbye kisses
nomore cold longing hugs
close your eyes
rise from your bed
dont look down
your on the edge

shut down the machines
and take me of the meds
unstrap me from a stretcher
and clean our blood stained beds
how long must we go through this
the same thing
its time to go we're leaving now
spreak you black decayed wings

fly from floor seven
though we know we want reach heaven
and soon we will fall
and the sirens will call
and before we can reach hell
and take us up
the elevator colder than a cell
and the rapid green line
rising and falling
with every shot of cyanide
and then a steady beep
constant
and you close your eyes

a star light in the gloom
i hold your hand
but you dont move
and now im alone
because your gone
destined to return
as crimson ridges signaling noon
another door swings open
another victim of the emergency room