Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ After the Fall ❯ Cruel Deceit ( Chapter 12 )

Chapter 12-- Cruel Deceit

Sakaoshimi lay 60 miles due north of the bustling metropolis of Tokyo. It was small, tiny even, when compared to the awesome grandeur and scale of the heavily populated city. However, though it was small, Sakaoshimi had two things that set it apart. One was the distinction of being the first to celebrate Choyo no Sekku. The other was more impressive and a great source of pride to the people of the small city. For it was in Sakaoshimi that the most accomplished students with an interest in business and horticultural degrees, from not only Japan but the entire world, attended Shokubutsugaku University, a private college with the latest in technology and teaching styles.

Situated just within Sakaoshimi's borders, Shokubutsugaku was but a mere five miles away from Nikko National Park, one of Japan's most beautiful and breathtaking nature preserves. Unlike most Japanese universities, Shokubutsugaku existed in an open space, free of walls that enclosed it from the public. It's campus coexisted with the natural surroundings. Trees, lakes and wildflowers were left unspoiled, the designers of the university succeeding in balancing the precarious state where man and nature met, often to the detriment to God's creations. This was done not only for the benefit of the ecological system but for the horticulturists of the future who would be learning there. It was the main reason Kurama had decided to spend the next three to four years of his life at Shokubutsugaku. Forested land, lakes, mountains, waterfalls. These were all things that Kurama took comfort in. And being close to such earthly wonders brought a sense of home to his heart he could never really find in the hustle and bustle of his hometown.

The kitsune shut off the engine to his bike, closing his eyes as he drew in the scent of fresh air. Too long have I been away from the forests and the lakes. Too long away from my true home, my true self. He thought as he let his breath out slowly, his eyes opening and a smile gracing his lips as he felt Botan press against his back, her arms still around his waist as she leaned forward, resting her chin against his shoulder.

"What are you thinking about?" She whispered into his ear.

Kurama's eyes widened slightly, surprised by the seductive tone in her voice, her soft breath caressing the left side of his face. The way you make me feel. He wanted to say as a pleasant shiver ran through his body, his heart thumping loudly against his chest at the close contact of her against his back, his body filling with a sudden urge to turn around and crush her into his arms. Stop this! He chided himself, reason overcoming desire, causing the kitsune to grit his teeth in shame and guilt. Your lustful thoughts will get you and her into trouble! "I was ..." His voice started then stopped, the red haired man frowning at the husky sound that emanated from his throat. Kurama coughed softly to clear his throat and tried once again to speak. "I was just enjoying the fresh air." He answered, his features falling as he felt Botan pull away from him, her slender, leather clad arms shifting off his waist.

"Oh." Botan said disappointedly, a mere whisper upon her lips, not meant for his ears.

But Kurama had heard it. Chancing a glance over his shoulder, his pained emerald eyes met the wounded amethyst ones of Botan. He knew he shouldn't tell her. But how can I not when she looks at me like that? "And I was thinking about you." He admitted with a soft smile that caused the deity's countenance to brightening instantly.

"Really?"

Kurama nodded. "There is no one else I'd rather spend such a gorgeous day with than you Botan." He added, chuckling at the flash of pink that spread along the deity's cheeks. "Is that a blush I see Miss Botan?" He teased lightly.

Botan made a silly face at him, causing the kitsune to laugh even more, before leaning forward to rest her forehead against his back, clutching the soft fabric of his black shirt as she closed her eyes and sighed contentedly. God I love it when he laughs. She thought, enjoying the moment, not wanting to let go of him ever again. I want to be near you always Kurama.

Kurama's laughter faded, his features becoming serious once more as he spoke. "Much as I enjoy this Botan, I think it's time we headed over to the festival in Kaitaki park don't you?"

Botan released his shirt, leaning back slowly as she opened her eyes. "Of course." She replied, bracing her feet onto the asphalt surface before hopping of his motorcycle.

Kurama followed her, pulling the key out of the ignition. Using the same key, he unlocked the leather seat, pulling it open before turning to Botan. "Would you like me to store that jacket Botan? It is fairly mild today."

Botan looked from him up into the clear blue sky, the sun beating down upon them in warm waves. The deity gave a nod, slipping off the bomber jacket Kurama had given her to wear before they had departed Tokyo. She handed it over to the kitsune who folded it neatly before storing it and pushing the seat back down. Botan adjusted her white, ribbed, turtleneck sweater, tucking her hands into the pockets of her light blue jeans as she watched Kurama lock away the jacket. Her amethyst eyes strayed downward, admiring his form. He's got the cutest tush I've ever seen. She thought, her cheeks growing red with embarrassment as she whirled around. I can't believe I was staring at his butt! She squealed mentally, shocked at herself for such behavior. But what a nice sight it was, she countered with a wistful smile.

"Botan?" Kurama's gentle voice spoke behind her causing the deity to jump.

"Uh ... Heh, heh, heh. Yes Kurama?" She managed to squeak out, hoping Kurama hadn't realized she had been ogling his backside.

Kurama looked at her with an amused expression, noticing the guilt laced within her words. "Is there something you want to tell me?"

Botan avoided his question, gazing at her surroundings, her eyes taking in the splendor of the environment for the first time, the lush green lawns interlaced between various species of deciduous and coniferous trees, a few of the leaf bearing flora tinged in the autumn hues of yellow, orange and red. "This certainly is a beautiful place." Botan commented at last, turning back to Kurama, an innocent smile gracing her lips.

The kitsune's face became impassive, although on the inside he was still amused. He knew she had been staring at him but decided not to press the issue as he responded. "I'm glad you find it so." He said as he walked up to her and held out his hand. "Shall we?"

Botan looked down at Kurama's outstretched hand. Without hesitation she clasped it within her own, allowing him to lead them down a stone pathway towards what appeared to a tented city.

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Several acres in size and specifically designed to house large events such as carnivals and festivals, Kaitaki park sat adjacent to Shokubutsugaku University, surrounded on three sides by heavily forested growth, the open landscape boasted one of the biggest amphitheaters in Japan. And for such festivals as Choyo no Sekku, Kaitaki park was the ideal place to be.

Kurama and Botan walked in companionable silence down the pathway that led directly into the heart of Kaitaki park. The sounds and sights of the festival goers and various vendors permeated in the air, bringing a smile to the deity's face while the kitsune frowned, adjusting his sensitive hearing lest he go crazy from the bombardment of so many different sounds.

But sound wasn't the only thing troubling Kurama. Koenma's threat hovered over him like a dark cloud, an endless shadow reminding him just how futile and insignificant his deeds and feelings were. No matter how much he loved her, no matter how much he cared, he would be denied the only woman to ever claim his heart, the only woman he would willingly share his life with. No. Botan would forever remain a dream. A beautiful, elusive dream of what he wanted but could never have.

Kurama chanced a glance over to his companion, a soft smile tugging at his lips as he saw the look of excitement upon her countenance, she was literally aglow with a youthful enthusiasm that lightened his heart. No matter how much my heart aches, you have always been able to lift my spirits Botan. He thought, his features growing determined as he continued to look at her. And no matter what happens today, I will tell you the true depths of my feelings, even at the cost of my soul.

Botan twisted her head towards him suddenly, her beautiful features a mixture of surprise and joy as she noticed how intently he watched her. "Are you staring at me Kurama?" She teased lightly.

Kurama did not relent in his gaze, his features turning devilish as he pulled her closer to him. "And if I was?" He asked her in a teasing voice, testing her resolve.

Botan blushed furiously, not used to seeing this side of the red haired man before. Why is he doing this? She wondered as she looked up into his emerald eyes, wanting for all the world to reach up and pull his lips down to hers. Doesn't he realize how he makes me feel?

Kurama's eyes narrowed suddenly, his acute senses picking up a strange chi that seemed aimed right towards them. Without hesitation, the kitsune pulled a startled Botan into his arms, twisting to the side, shielding the deity with his back just as sudden weight slammed into him. Kurama braced himself, repelling the force backwards, his features remaining neutral as he released Botan and turned around.

Curious emerald eyes met the pissed off brown ones of a rather imposing man who sat down on the ground, having been placed there by the strength of Kurama's defense.

"You little bastard, you dirtied my favorite jacket!" The man growled as he rose, dusting off his blue jeans and red lettermen jacket, his plain features twisted in disdain and hatred as he glared at the smaller man. Behind him two companions stood, dressed in similar attire, lips twisted into angry sneers as they eyed both the kitsune and the deity with equal malice.

Kurama raised an eyebrow. These three are human, with no real chi at all. So what was that I sensed before? He wondered as he stared impassively at the trio. "I'm truly sorry." Kurama spoke in a soft tone, not intimidated or affected by the man's outburst. "But perhaps if you watched where you were going, this wouldn't have happened in the first place."

"Oh you're going to be sorry alright." The larger man snarled, advancing towards Kurama, a murderous glint in his eye.

Kurama frowned. He didn't want to fight today. Not in front of Botan. Still there was something unnatural about this man. Something that made him feel uneasy about the whole situation. As if it were a setup of some kind. He made a step forward, only to stop as Botan tugged on the back of his shirt.

"Please don't do this Kurama." Botan whispered, her voice tinged with concern. "There's something not right about this. Please don't."

Kurama frowned. Can she sense it too? He wondered, relaxing his stance. "If you do not wish it of me Botan then I won't." He replied softly. He began to turn around when the large brute shouted out behind him.

"Seems your little bitch has more sense than you do!"

"Yeah that's right! Listen to the little bitch and keep walking!" The slender man to the brute's right taunted, his features turning from smug amusement to total surprise as Kurama appeared instantly in front of him, his fist smacking squarely into the man's chin, sending him backwards, his body crashing through a thicket of trees, the sounds of branches snapping in his wake.

"Holy shit!" The smaller man to the left squealed, his beady eyes widening in fear as Kurama's gaze shifted his way. "Forget this!" He shouted, running off, leaving the big man alone to deal with a pissed off kitsune.

"I think you owe my friend an apology." Kurama said in a low, do not mess with me tone as his emerald eyes gazed angrily up at the large brute.

The man threw back his head and began to laugh uproariously before lowering his head once more. "Whose going to make me?" He said with a hateful guffaw. " You may have knocked out Takogane but it will take more than a sucker punch to knock me down little man!"

"I don't want to fight." Kurama reiterated, although truth be told he wanted to smash the arrogant worm's face into a bloody pulp. "A simple apology will suffice."

The man's face twisted in anger once again, his eyes growing hateful and wicked. "I wouldn't apologize to that little who...." The man's voice cut off suddenly as Kurama's hand snaked out, wrapping around his throat in a vice like grip, cutting off his breathing. The man's face turn horror stricken as he found himself dangling several inches above the ground. Who the hell is this guy?! The man's mind screamed as his massive hands clawed at the kitsune's forearms but Kurama did not release his hold.

Eyes aflame with gold, Kurama glared coldly up at the much larger but infinitely weaker man. "Apologize." He commanded in a deep, deadly tone that assured the man would be killed if he didn't comply.

Botan watched in disbelief and fear at the display of anger the red haired man was exhibiting. "Kurama stop!" Botan cried, coming up beside the kitsune, her pleading voice breaking through the barrier of anger and loathing swirling within his heart. "This isn't like you Kurama. This hate in your heart is not you!"

"He insulted you Botan. Called you filthy names." Kurama growled in Youko's voice. For it was Youko who was in control now. "I will not allow the person I love to be mistreated in anyway!"

"They were merely words Kurama." Botan whispered, walking in front of the kitsune. With trembling fingers she reached out, resting her hand upon his outstretched forearm. "He's not worth killing Kurama. Please let him go."

Kurama blinked slowly, his eyes returning to their normal hue, calmed by her presence, by her touch. As if coming out of a daze, the kitsune shook his head and released his grip.

The man fell to the ground in a crumpled heap, clutching his throat as he gasped for air.

Botan kneeled down beside the man, a concerned look on her face. "Are you all right?" She asked.

The man's eyes seemed to darken but he said nothing as he rose slowly to his feet. With one final glare, he turned and raced towards the wooded area to his right, disappearing into the thick woodland growth several seconds later.

"What was that all about Kurama?" Botan asked, her gaze swinging back to the kitsune whose features were full of trepidation.

The red haired man stared down at his hands, unsure why he had reacted so negatively to the situation. Why did I feel the urge to kill him. What was it ... Kurama's gaze shifted back over to the wooded area, his eyes narrowing as he remembered. It's the same thing I felt the other day. The same force that attacked me. Someone is playing games with me!

"Kurama?" Botan repeated, drawing his attention back on her.

"I'm sorry Botan." He whispered softly, his voice full of guilt and shame. "I didn't mean to upset you. It's just ..." His voice trailed off. I only have this day with her. I will not allow my emotions to get in the way of our time together. For her sake I must stop this. Lowering his head, he let out a sigh. "If you would like to go home now, I will gladly take you."

Botan shook her head. "I don't want to go home Kurama. I want to stay here." She replied softly reaching out to take his hand. "Let's just forget this happened and try to have a good time okay?"

Kurama looked up at her. Even after all I've done, she still wants to be with me? He thought incredulously but did not argue as he nodded, leading her once again towards the tented city, both unaware they were being stalked.

Well that was a fun warm up. Ailia thought, her blue eyes brimming with malicious intent as she watched them disappear into the crowded grounds of Kaitaki park. She had hoped to test the kitsune's physical strength with a more suitable opponent, but since no real threats seemed available she grabbed the first trouble makers she could find and gave them a telepathic command to attack Kurama and Botan. She laughed at how readily the kitsune attacked in the name of his precious Botan's honor. Her laughter had been short lived as she watched the deity break through the kitsune's dark emotions, calming the beast that was Youko. Ailia features grew slack as she emerged from the shadows of the trees, walking with an air of nonchalance towards the festival grounds. But inside her heart was a storm of envy and hatred that churned like an enraged sea. She was envious of them. Envious because they shared something she had been denied for most of her newfound existence. Someone to care for. Someone to love.

But that will soon be over. Ailia thought with a twisted smile. Once Koenma realizes what Botan plans, it will be all over for both of them. The dark haired woman gave a small laugh as she reached the tents, disappearing in the throng of people that crowded the area.

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"There sure are a lot of people here." Botan murmured as she walked beside Kurama, her eyes taking in the mass of people around them as they weaved in and out of the crowd. Her eyes couldn't help but notice the way everyone looked at them. Particularly the way female passerbys ogled the kitsune, tossing lustful and flirtatious glances his way. In a subconscious reaction, Botan moved closer to Kurama, tightening her grip possessively around his hand. "Does this always happen to you in public places Kurama?" She asked, looking over to the kitsune with curious eyes.

Kurama looked over to her in confusion. "Does what always happen?" He asked, stopping his progress in front of a chrysanthemum stand.

Botan stopped as well, casting her gaze down towards the ground, not wanting him to see the jealously she was feeling. "All these women staring at you all the time." She murmured. "Don't you find it demeaning to be ogled like a piece of meat?"

Kurama stared at her for a few seconds before letting out a small laugh.

Botan snapped her head back up, her features growing irritated. "What is so funny?"

Kurama shook his head and let out a sigh. "Nothing. It's just .. I could ask you the same thing. Or did you fail to see the way all those men were looking at you just now?"

Botan blushed furiously. "I don't know what you're talking about." She said defensively "No men I've seen here were looking at me like that."

"But I have noticed." Kurama countered softly. "I've noticed ever since we entered this area Botan. And I can hardly blame them for staring. You are simply the most beautiful woman I have ever seen."

Botan looked up at him, a smile of joy upon her lips as she released her hold around his hand and wrapped her arms around his waist, resting her head against his arm. "Thank you." She whispered, flattered by his praise.

"A beautiful flower for a beautiful lady?" An friendly voice called out from beside them.

Kurama and Botan turned towards the sound.

An old woman stood behind a white counter, the word's Chrysanthemum Lovers dangling above her stand. Behind her, row upon row of red mums sat in large glass vases, each stem encased in a plastic tube containing water.

The pair walked over to her as she began to speak.

"Did you know that the red Chrysanthemum is a symbol of love?" She asked, her brown eyes twinkling with a happy light as her gaze shifted over to Kurama. "And I couldn't help but see the love that burns within your eyes for her." She addressed the kitsune in a conspiratorial whisper that made the red haired man smile while Botan continued to blush.

The old woman gave a laugh. "She seems to be a shy one." She replied before turning away from them, her purple dress shifting with her movement as she reached out and pulled one of the single stem mums out of the vase. Turning back around, she walked up to the counter and held the flower out for Kurama to take. "Go on. Give her the flower young man."

The deity looked from the old woman over to Kurama who reached out and gently accepted the mum. "Thank you madam." He said softly before turning and holding the flower out for Botan to take.

Botan gave him a loving smile as she accepted his gift, holding it close to her heart. "Thank you Kurama." She whispered, walking up to him. With a sweet smile she leaned forward, brushing her lips gently upon his right cheek before turning and walking away.

The kitsune reached up, touching his cheek in surprise, his features softening as he started after her only to stop as the old woman coughed politely.

"Oh right. I forgot." Kurama murmured turning back to the old woman. "How much?" Kurama asked, reaching into his right pocket to retrieve his wallet.

The old woman shook her head. "No charge." She replied, waving Kurama forward with her hand she whispered into his ear. "Just make sure to take care of her and never let her go. For she is the better part of you. Your soul mate."

Kurama pulled slowly away, his features puzzled. "How is it you know this?" He asked, not noticing that Botan had wandered off.

The old woman gave him a sad smile. "Love is often blind to those who try not to see it." She replied cryptically, turning around. "Do not be blinded by your fear. Open your eyes and accept what life has given you." She added before disappearing behind the temporary store front.

"Wait!" Kurama cried, wanting to know how she knew him so well, only to frown suddenly as he felt an all too familar chi.

"Lose your ferry girl already Kurama?"

Kurama let out a sigh. "What are you doing here Hiei?" The kitsune asked, turning to his left, his annoyed eyes meeting the smug ones of the fire demon.

"Like I told you yesterday kitsune. I said I would be checking up on you and here I am." He said with a beleaguered sigh. "Although why you would choose to spend your time among all these silly humans is beyond me."

"I am human Hiei remember?" Kurama countered, turning away from his friend to the crowded thoroughfare, his eyes growing pensive when he could not see Botan.

"She's perfectly all right Kurama. No need to fret." Hiei said with a shake of his head. "I'm more concerned with the strange energy I've been sensing since I arrived."

"I have felt it as well." He replied, his eyes scanning the crowd for some sign of the blue haired ferry girl. Where are you Botan? He wondered, his concern changing to annoyance as Hiei spoke.

"She's checking out some jewelry a few vendors to our right if you want to know. Seems she's met up with the detective's mate."

"Keiko is here?" Kurama murmured in surprise. Of course she would be here. He thought as his senses picked up several other familar chi signatures. Because Yusuke is here. They're all here.

"Certainly you didn't believe you were the only one that knew about this silly little festival Kurama?" Hiei teased.

Kurama rolled his eyes. "Of course not Hiei. I just didn't expect them to be here at the same time Botan and I were here. There is more to it than coincidence. Perhaps they too are aware of the strange amount of spiritual energy hovering within this park."

"Let's go find out." Hiei suggested, speeding ahead, his form a mere blur to Kurama's eyes.

Kurama let out a sigh. So much for time alone with Botan. He thought sadly as he weaved through the crowd until at last he caught up with his friends.

Botan, Keiko and Yukina were standing side by side, their eyes gazing in fascination as they studied each and every piece of fine and precious jewelry displayed behind a giant glass case. While Yusuke and Kuwabara looked on in boredom.

"Come on Keiko. We've been standing here for ten freaking minutes and you still haven't decided on anything." The dark haired detective growled, his features the picture of annoyance as he stood with his arms crossed.

"Oh Yusuke relax will you. I'll only be a few more minutes." Keiko spoke with a sigh of exasperation.

"What is it with women and jewelry?" Yusuke spoke gruffly causing Botan and Keiko to shout out, "Shut up Yusuke!" At the same time.

Yusuke growled, turning his head to the side, his irritated brown eyes softening in surprise as he saw Kurama emerge from the crowd. "Hey Kurama! Long time no see eh?"

"Hey Kurama!" Kuwabara greeted the red haired man with a friendly smile. "Come to enjoy the festivities too did ya?"

"Actually Kuwabara," Kurama began, his emerald eyes shifting over to Botan who was still wrapped up in the jewelry display. "Botan and I arrived together."

Yusuke lips twisted into a smirk. "Together huh?" He said with a mischievous glint in his chocolate orbs. "What did she do? Spend the night at your place?" The dark haired detective chuckled only to let out a cry of pain as Keiko smacked him upside the head.

"Yusuke you jerk! Don't talk about Botan and Kurama like that!"

Yusuke rubbed the back of his head, mumbling curses under his breath.

"What was that?!" Keiko shouted, eyeing him defiantly.

"Nothing." Yusuke grumbled, lowering his hand, glaring at his girlfriend as she turned around and walked back to the vendor.

Kuwabara laughed shamelessly at his friend. "You still haven't lost your touch Urameshi!" He said before adding proudly, " At least Yukina and I have an understanding."

"Yeah. She understands that you're a total doofus!"

"No. That's not what I meant Urameshi and you know it! The love I feel for Yukina goes far beyond anything you could ever understand!"

Yusuke snorted. "Whatever Mr. Perfect. If your love is so great, why were you worried that Hiei was butting into your relationship with Yukina?" Yusuke asked with a smirk, knowing full well that Kuwabara was the only one still in the dark about the fire apparition and the female Koorime being siblings.

Kuwabara snorted. "Me afraid of that little shrimp! He wouldn't come within five miles of this place."

"But I'm right behind you moron."

Kuwabara let out a yip, falling sideways onto the ground in a heap only to jump instantly onto his feet. "What the hell are you trying to do Hiei! Give me a heart attack?!"

"If it would stop your asinine rambling, then I'm up for it." The fire demon replied with a smirk, his red eyes drifting over to the form of a surprised Yukina.

"Hiei, I didn't expect to see you here." She said softly.

"I didn't plan on bothering you. I just wanted to make sure everyone was in satisfactory condition." He replied with a tender smile.

Kuwabara frowned, waving his hand between them. When neither one blinked, he grew angry. "All right that's it! You and me shorty right now!"

"What are you talking about?" Hiei replied, looking up into the indignant eyes of the larger man.

The amused expression on the fire apparition's face only irked the big man more. "You know exactly what I'm talking about! You love Yukina don't you!"

Hiei rolled his eyes. "Not this again."

"Enough!" Yukina's voice shouted above the two men, drawing their attention instantly to her. "Kazuma please. Don't fight. It's not like what you think. Hiei is a good friend to me. That's all. Okay." She whispered, walking up and wrapping her arms around his waist. "Please leave him be."

The fighting spirit went out of Kuwabara as he wrapped his arms around her. "As you wish my love." He murmured, leading her away from the group. "How about we get something to eat eh?"

"Okay." Yusuke murmured as he watched his best friend go. "That was weird."

"But not the only strange thing I'm afraid." Kurama said, his eyes turning serious as he looked over to the dark haired man, his voice low so as to not distract the two women nearby. "Before we entered the park, Botan and I were attacked by a group of three men. Although the men possessed no spiritual energy of their own, I sensed another force nearby. The same force that attacked me a few nights ago."

"Hn." Hiei sounded, his features turning serious as well. "So whoever attacked you is here now. Somewhere within this crowd. Watching us as we speak."

"It's certainly a plausible theory." Kurama replied.

Yusuke frowned. "Well that's a creepy mental picture. How the hell are we supposed to have fun knowing that some freak is stalking us."

Kurama shook his head. "I don't think this individual is after you Yusuke. I have a feeling it's something personal. Something between them and me." He said. "Although what this person or thing wants with me, I know not."

"Can you sense anything now?" Yusuke asked, looking between the fire demon and the kitsune.

Both shook their heads.

"What are you boys talking about over there?" Botan's voice called out as she and Keiko approached them.

The three men jerked their heads towards them. Yusuke and Kurama flashing innocent smiles while Hiei just stared impassively at them.

"We were just talking about what we were going to eat for lunch, that's all." Yusuke said quickly, his eyes shifting down to the red mum the deity held in her right hand. "Hey where did you get that flower Botan?" He asked, hoping like hell to change the subject.

To his surprise it worked. For the deity looked over to Kurama, a tender smile gracing her lips. "Kurama bought it for me." She said softly.

Yusuke and Hiei snickered, noticing the tender looks the two were giving each other.

"You gave her a red mum Kurama. You know what that means don't you?" Yusuke asked, nudging the taller man with his elbow. "You're in love with our little ferry girl aren't you?!" He said with a laugh.

"Yes I am." Kurama stated softly and without hesitation, his eyes never leaving Botan's.

Yusuke looked at the kitsune in shock, surprised at his announcement. A happy smile appeared on the dark haired man's lips as he backed away. "Well it's about time you admit to it Kurama." He said as he walked over to Keiko who grinned at him.

"I never knew you were such a softy Yusuke." She said in a teasing voice.

"Yeah well, don't go telling everyone Keiko. I still have a reputation to uphold."

Keiko shook her head and gave a weary sigh as she leaned onto his shoulder. "You're such a smart ass sometimes you know that?"

Yusuke raised an eyebrow. "Only sometimes?" He quipped, releasing his hold as Keiko walked over to Botan.

"Say Botan why don't we go check out some of the other vendors around here. We could find some really good deals." She asked, chucking her thumb over her shoulder she added, "Those guys would rather eat than hang out with us anyway."

Yusuke scowled. "Now wait just a minute! Whoever said I didn't want to hang out with you?!" He asked indignantly. "I love hanging out with you.!"

"Then how come you always run off when we go shopping?!" Keiko retorted heatedly.

"Shopping is boring Keiko. Why the hell should I hang around when you spend so damn long trying on different clothes! It's not like I'm going to be wearing them!"

Keiko and Botan let out a snicker at the mental picture that sprang into their heads. A dolled up Yusuke skipping down the lane in one of Keiko's skirted outfits.

Yusuke's frowned deepened. "What the hell is so funny?" He asked in a growl, whipping his head to the side as Hiei snickered as well. "And what the hell are you laughing about fire boy?"

Hiei only smirked in response, tickled by the mental images he witnessed between the two women.

Botan's giggle faded as she looked over to Kurama. He seems troubled. She thought as she studied him, noticing the worry reflected in his eyes as he stared off in the distance, as if assessing some threat that had yet to show it's face. The deity let out a sigh. Doesn't he ever relax? She wondered as she walked over to him. "Kurama is something the matter?" She asked, drawing the kitsune's attention back to her.

The kitsune wanted to tell her. Wanted her to know his concerns. But he couldn't bring himself to tell her. I just want her to have a good time today. That's all. Even if I must be separated from her for now, we will have time yet for ourselves. Just the two of us. Giving her a reassuring smile he did not feel, he replied softly. "Nothing is wrong Botan. I'm just feeling a little tired right now, that's all."

Botan frowned. Tired. Why would he feel tired. He was full of energy earlier. Those men who attacked us didn't manage to hurt him somehow did they?

Kurama noticed her concern. Reaching out he took her hand in his and gave it a supportive squeeze. "Do not worry about me Botan. I'm fine. Go with Keiko and have some fun okay."

Botan bit her lip. But I wanted to spend the day with you. She wanted to say. There's something very important I need to tell you Kurama. Something that concerns the both of us. Instead the deity gave a nod and turned away, hiding her pain with a smile as she and Keiko headed off in one direction while the three men stood still.

"We'll meet you two near the food stands in an hour okay?!" Yusuke shouted out to them.

"Okay!" The two women replied, giving the three a wave before disappearing into the crowd.

Yusuke frowned in concern as he looked over to Kurama. "Do you really think it a good idea for those two to wander off alone with this presence hovering about?"

The kitsune closed his eyes and crossed his arms. "They will not be alone because Hiei will be keeping an 'eye' on them so to speak." He replied, smirking at the small demon's sudden outburst.

"No way in hell am I going to follow behind some silly women for an hour while they ooh and Ahh over useless little trinkets!"

"Calm yourself Hiei, your making a scene." Kurama chided lightly, amused at his best friend's discomfort. "I merely meant that you would be keeping mental tabs on their whereabouts. Nothing more than that."

"Hn." The fire apparition sounded, crossing his arms while he glared at the kitsune. "It's lucky for you I like you Kurama. Otherwise I would have ripped those smirking lips off your face."

"You'll watch over them then?" Kurama asked, opening his eyes once more.

Hiei gave a stiff nod. "Just so long as you don't take everything into your hands if you find this threat. Remember Kurama, you're not the only one with something to lose."

Kurama nodded, "I promise."

Hiei turned and walked away, mingling with the crowd until well out of view.

"Now what?" Yusuke asked, looking over to Kurama who uncrossed his arms and looked around.

"I can't really say Yusuke. The only visual reference I have was of a rather slender individual clothed fully in black. Which is absolutely no help in this situation."

"Do we split up?"

Kurama's features turned thoughtful. If this person is after me, then I will give them what they are looking for. "I think, Yusuke, you need to find Kuwabara." He replied, turning to face the dark haired man. "His spiritual awareness far surpasses your own. His help may prove valuable to our quest."

Yusuke frowned. "And where will you be?" He asked.

"To offer myself as live bait of course." He replied, walking off towards the gaming area.

"Are you sure that's the best plan you can come up with Kurama?"

The red haired man stopped and turned to him. "It's the only one that will work Yusuke. Trust me." He answered pivoting back around. "I'm counting on you to back me up when this person appears Yusuke. Don't let your concern for my welfare effect you. Just be observant and ready."

Yusuke nodded. "I understand." He said. Good luck Kurama. The dark haired detective thought as he turned and walked towards the food area in search of his best friend.

*******

For over an forty minutes, the kitsune walked slowly among the throng of people, his senses on full alert, searching for even the smallest disturbance of spiritual energy. When none surfaced, Kurama thought his idea had been a waste of time. I must be losing my mind. He groaned inwardly as he plopped down on an empty bench below a giant pine tree. Stretching his arms along the back of the bench, the kitsune leaned his head back and stared up into the darkened sky. The scent of an impending storm reached his sensitive nose. Closing his eyes, Kurama drew in a deep breath and let it out slowly. It will rain soon. I should go back and find the others before we get caught in the downpour. The kitsune's eyes snapped open suddenly as he felt someone nearby. His features relaxed as he looked up to find Botan staring down at him, a strange smile on her face.

"There you are Kurama. I've been looking all over for you." She said in a soft voice, reaching out to clasp his hands, dragging him up off the bench towards her.

"Are you finished shopping with Keiko already?" He asked, quirking an eyebrow as the deity wrapped her arm around his waist, holding him close to her.

Botan nodded, eyes straight ahead, as she walked forward. "There's something we need to talk about Kurama. Just the two of us." She said, her voice distant.

To Kurama it seemed as if he was being led forward. His brow furrowed slightly as he tried to gain some sense of the deity's emotions. But for some strange reason he could not discern, she had closed herself off from him. "Is something wrong?" He found himself asking.

"Nothing is wrong Kurama. Please be patient with me. I'll explain everything in a few moments."

Kurama frowned but didn't press her any further as he allowed himself to be led, his eyes widening slightly as they stopped before a large structure. The words Sakaoshimi Fun house emblazoned in bright orange letters along the structure's middle. "Why are we at a fun house Botan?"

The deity gave him a wiry smile but said nothing as she released her hold from his waist, her right hand reaching out to clasp his left as she pulled him quickly up the steps and into the darkness of the structure's interior.

The floor moved beneath them, going off in all sorts of crazy directions, making progress very difficult for the deity. For Kurama, who was more sure footed, the floor proved no obstacle as he swept Botan off her feet and into the next room where dozens of mirrors stood in the strangest directions, lining all the walls. A mirror maze. Kurama thought as he set Botan back onto her feet. "Okay Botan. Tell me what is this all ..." The kitsune never got a chance to finish as he felt the sudden pressure of Botan's lips upon his, her arms wrapping possessively around his neck, pulling him downward even as she pressed against him.

*****

"Hey Botan look at this ring will you! It's absolutely gorgeous!" Keiko whispered excitedly, peering intently into the glass case that contained dozens of rings of various metals, stones and designs.

But Botan's attention was focused elsewhere, her amethyst eyes narrowing in uncertainty as they gazed upon a woman with long straight hair that matched the black of the outfit she wore. But what unsettled her most was the fact that she had her arm wrapped around the waist of a certain red haired man who seemed to be enjoying the close contact. What the hell? Her mind grumbled as she stormed off to investigate why Kurama was with the offending woman.

*****

Kurama didn't know what to do. Botan had never been this forward. Would not have been like this. Something was wrong. He tried to break away only to find the deity's grip stead fast. What is this? He wondered, his eyes widening in disbelief as he heard and sensed behind him what should have been in front of him.

"Ku .. rama? " Botan's voice whispered in anguish. Her wounded eyes tearing up at the display before her, the red mum she had been holding falling from her grasp and landing with a soft ping onto the metal floor.

Kurama broke away from the Botan impostor, his pained eyes begging for the real one's understanding. "Botan ... It's not ..."

The deity didn't give him a chance to explain as she tore out the way she came, leaving a scurrying Kurama behind.

"Botan wait please!" He cried, starting forward only to gasp as a sudden pain seized his left shoulder. The kitsune clasped his left side as the pain began to spread. Whirling around, Kurama's faced his opponent. "Who are you?" He growled between clenched teeth, trying to advance forward only to gasp as the pain intensified, bringing him to his knees.

The person in front of him no longer resembled his true love. In her place Ailia stood, a false pout on her face. "Tsk. Tsk. Kurama. I'm hurt you don't remember me." She said as she lifted her right arm. "Let me refresh your memory." She whispered darkly, flicking her hand outward.

Kurama's eyes widened as he felt a sharp pain spread along his left cheek, blood splattering upon the that side of his face. "You...!" He growled in recognition, struggling to rise only to fall back down as Ailia made a fist with her right hand. In a flurry of moves, she relaxed her hand once again, flicking it several times, opening wounds along his forehead, his right cheek, his neck. The invisible force striking his chest, ripping his shirt open, tearing through flesh and muscle. Kurama grit his teeth, refusing to cry out, to give her the satisfaction of hearing his agony. His eyes grew gold, as Youko began to take control.

After what seemed like an eternity, Ailia dropped her hand, stopping her attack. "Hurts doesn't it." She whispered as she walked up to him.

"What ... the hell ... did ... you do to me?!" Kurama roared, his spiritual energy flaring around him, giving him strength, hoping one of the others would sense his distress and come to his aid. His eyes widened in shock as Ailia spoke.

"Your friends can't help you. They have no idea where you are. I'm blocking them even as we speak." She said, making a face as she read his next thought.

"Now really Kurama, is that anyway to talk about a lady." She replied with an evil smirk as she knelt in front of him. "After all you were ready to kill a man simply because he insulted your girlfriend."

"It .. was ... you .. that made those .. men attack us .... why?" He asked, looking up at her with confused eyes.

Ailia shrugged. "Those men were already corrupted. I just helped them along a little. A telepathic suggestion you might say." She replied as she crouched down a few feet before him. "As to the why, let's just say I don't like happy endings. Tragedy is much more fun to witness." She added, before reaching out to cup his chin in her hand. She pressed her lips against his quickly, biting down hard upon his bottom lip, drawing blood before pulling away and rising to her feet. "By now your ferry girl has run off without you, crying her heart out at your betrayal. What a delicious way to end the story." She said with a cruel laugh only to let out a cry of pain as Kurama grabbed her leg with his free hand, yanking her forward, causing the dark haired woman to fall unceremoniously on her back.

The kitsune reached up quickly to retrieve a small seed from the back of his hair, feeding it with his spiritual energy, a green rope erupting from the plant. With a blink of an eye he released the writhing rope, silently commanding it to wrap around Ailia's body. Without a word, Kurama rose to his feet ignoring the angry protests of the dark haired woman as he turned back around. With a shaky hand, the kitsune bent down and retrieved the fallen mum, clutching it tightly against him as he headed out the way he had came. The pain in his chest continued to throb but Kurama held the pain at bay, shaking his head as rivulets of blood seeped into his eyes from the numerous cuts upon his forehead. I have to find her. I must explain myself. He vowed as he slipped back into the open of the park.

*****

Hiei had been keeping mental tabs on the two woman after every few minutes, holding to his promise to his best friend, even as he was loathe to do so. He had been searching the park some distance away, near the food court, wanting no part of the "shopping excursion" Botan and Keiko were currently engaging in. It was then that he felt it. The rise in Kurama's spiritual energy and there was something else too. The same force he had felt briefly yesterday and now it had appeared again. Eyes narrowed, the fire apparition tore off towards the source, his features dark. You better have not started the battle without me Kurama! His mind grumbled as he became a black blur.

Hiei skidded to a halt as the power he was sensing disappeared as quickly as it had come. What the hell is going on? He wondered, turning his head to the side as he felt the rapid approach of Yusuke, Kuwabara and Yukina from behind him.

"Hey Hiei!" Yusuke shouted, coming to a stop a few feet away from the fire demon, bending over slightly as he hungrily took in some air, trying to catch his breath. "What the hell was that just now?!"

Hiei turned to him, about to answer when another shout floated above the noise of the crowd.

"Yusuke!"

Everyone turned to the source of the voice.

"Yusuke I can't find her!" Keiko cried as she rushed over to her boyfriend, her eyes concerned and her motions frantic. "I swear she was right beside me one minute and the next she vanished. I fear something bad has happened to her!"

Yusuke reached out, pulling his girlfriend into his arms and held her. She's really worried. He thought as he stroked her hair and whispered words of assurance. "It will be all right Keiko. I promise. Botan probably went looking for Kurama that's all."

"Botan is not looking for Kurama, Yusuke." Hiei whispered distantly, a soft green glow emanating beneath his white headband. "In fact she's running away from him as we speak."

Yusuke frowned. "What the hell are you talking about Hiei? Why would Botan be running away from Kurama? And why is he chasing her?"

Hiei frowned, looking over his shoulder to the fun house that stood a small distance away. "Wait here." He commanded, disappearing in a blur of black.

"Wait Hiei!" Yusuke shouted. "Where are you going?!"

The fire apparition paid no heed to the detective's questions as he reappeared inside the fun house, his red eyes observing the scene before him with concern. A metallic smell lingered in the air. A scent Hiei was all too familar with. He crouched down slowly, his brow furrowing at the crimson puddles in front of him. No. It was more than in front of him. It was below him. Behind him. A blood trail. Blood spilled from the various wounds he had seen inflicted upon Kurama when he sought out the whereabouts of the kitsune and his ferry girl. But who had wounded him? The fire apparition's gaze shifted over to the green bindings strewn about on the floor. One of Kurama's plant concoctions no doubt. I must find out what happened here. Hiei thought, reaching up to remove his headband before closing his eyes and concentrating. His Jagan eye flared to life, allowing him to bear witness to the events that led up to Kurama running after Botan.

Every action, ever word was revealed. Hiei's brow furrowed at the shame and distress of the kitsune, for the fire demon could feel the emotions of the two opponents. His frown deepened as he turned his attention to the exotic woman that had injured the kitsune. He could sense the corrupted emotions of lust, envy and hate surging within her soul. She was troubled and beyond help. Still she had sought something from Kurama. Something she wanted but couldn't have. The kitsune's body and soul. Interesting. Hiei thought, opening his eyes once again.

"What the hell happened here?" Yusuke's voice cried out as he stood beside the smaller man who rose to his feet. "Where did all this blood come from and whose is it?"

"It's Kurama's." Hiei replied flatly, retying the band around his forehead. "He was tricked into coming here by a very powerful telepath who proceeded to lash out at him when he rejected her."

Yusuke frowned in confusion. "Come again?"

Hiei sighed. "The force we've been sensing off and on has been coming from a woman Yusuke. A very powerful being who sensed Kurama's weakness and went in for the kill." He began turning to face the taller man. "The ferry girl is his weakness as is his mental defense, it is the only thing Kurama is truly lacking."

"But you still haven't explained what you meant."

Hiei looked back over to the destroyed bindings. "This woman created a telepathic illusion much like what happened to Kurama when he fought against one of Yakumo's lackeys. She pretended to be the ferry girl and to Kurama she would appear as exactly that. However, to anyone else's eyes, she would appear as her normal self."

"So you got a good look at her then?"

Hiei nodded. "Yes." He answered looking back to Yusuke. "This woman both loves and hates Kurama. She's become fixated with the kitsune and the ferry girls relationship. She envies Botan and covets Kurama."

Yusuke looked down at the blood congealing on the floor. "She has a funny way of showing it." He murmured. "But why bring him here? Why not someplace more private?"

"Because she needed to get him in a contained space to limit his attack options once she made her move."

"Well it appears they both got away." Yusuke said with a frown.

"They did." Hiei replied, his features growing tight in concern.

The dark haired detective noticed this. "But?"

"Kurama took off after Botan without healing his wounds. It seems the ferry girl made the mistaken presumption that he was cheating on her when the fact was Kurama truly believed the woman was Botan. This cruel deceit was deliberate. The woman had every intention of Botan finding out. Just to make them suffer." Hiei answered turning and walking back to the fun house entrance, Yusuke close behind.

"Wait." Yusuke interjected. "You said he went after Botan without healing his wounds. It can't be that bad can it? He's not like, going to bleed to death is he?"

Hiei stopped outside the opening, casting his eyes down to the steps below. "You see the blood do you not?" He asked, pointing downward.

Yusuke looked down. Indeed there was a heavy trail of red that led down the steps and into the forested area some distance ahead. "But Kurama will be all right won't he? I mean, he lost more blood in that fight with Karasu then with this woman didn't he?"

Hiei tilted his head back, eyes studying the darkened sky that threatened to burst. "Kurama needs time and energy to heal his wounds. Some of those psychic energy attacks cut him deeply. If Kurama does not stop his pursuit, he may indeed lose his life before he ever reaches the ferry girl."

Yusuke turned to Hiei. "Shouldn't we go find him? Shouldn't we find Botan? I mean it seems pretty senseless to have those two running off without our help."

Hiei shook his head and walked past the detective down the steps. "We will leave them be for now."

"What!" Yusuke exclaimed angrily, jumping off the steps to block Hiei's descent. "You're just going to let your best friend die out there!"

"Of course not Yusuke. But it is not my place to interfere. Nor is it yours. They must sort this out on their own." Hiei replied, pushing past the taller man as he made his way back to his sister and Kuwabara. "If his life force fades to a low dim, I will make my way to his side. But somehow I don't foresee that happening. I believe the ferry girl will come to her senses and return to Kurama. Do not forget she is bonded to him and he to her." He said with a pause as he glanced over his shoulder, his eyes growing dark. "Right now, I want to find the witch who did this to Kurama and his ferry girl and settle the score."

Yusuke gave a smirk. "Sounds like a plan." He said, smacking his fist into his left palm only to let out a yelp of surprise as rain began to pour from the sky, instantly soaking everyone in the park and beyond.

People began to scramble frantically underneath the temporary eaves of the tented vendors, shivering at the sudden cold that permeated the air.

Hiei growled in disdain at the humans reaction to something so harmless as water. "Silly ningens" He grumbled under his breath as he focused his attention back on Yusuke who had joined his girlfriend underneath one of the eaves. "Stop being a baby Yusuke and get out here." Hiei commanded the young man who gave Keiko a sheepish grin before joining the fire apparition into the open.

"Hey were are you two guys going?" Kuwabara shouted above the down pour.

"Stay here with the two girls Kuwabara. Protect them with your life!" Yusuke shouted, appealing to the large man's sense of honor, hoping it would do the trick.

"You got it Urameshi!" Kuwabara shouted back, watching as the two warriors headed away from them and around the corner out of view.

******

"Botan!" Kurama shouted above the roar of thunder that crashed above him, flying through the heavy brush , commanding the larger branches of the numerous pine and maple trees that littered the ground in front of him to part away, allowing him passage through. He continued to hold onto the red mum Botan had dropped with his right hand, while his left remained clamped to his side, trying to ignore the steady stream of blood that continued to flow between his fingers and down his leg. But his limbs were growing heavier with each step that he took and his mind was growing fuzzy. If I don't stop soon, I'll bleed to death. He thought, grunting as a new wave of pain washed over him. His attacker had cut him deeply in several places and the more rational part of Kurama argued to stop and heal his wounds. But I need to find her. I need to tell her what really happened. He countered in his mind, his eyes widening as he suddenly fell forward, his foot catching on a tree root concealed by dead leaves. Kurama crashed hard onto the moistened ground, smacking his face into the decaying plant life, the mum flying out of his hand on impact. For several seconds, the kitsune lay still, his body not wanting to comply with his mind. Get up! He ordered himself.

With a weary sigh and a groan, he pressed the palms of his hands onto the ground and forced his body up to his feet. His weary eyes scrutinized the earthen floor for the mum. Finding it near the trunk of the maple tree his foot had slipped on, Kurama trudged over, bending down to clasp the object only to fall sideways into the thick trunk. Sliding down, he collapsed onto his backside, clutching the mum close to his chest. God he felt tired. So very tired.

Kurama leaned his head back, allowing the falling rain to cascade down his bloodied face. Botan. He called out to the deity with his mind. I don't know if you can hear me. But ... I just wanted ... you to know .. I love you.. With a small sigh, Kurama's eyelids grew heavy, closing over his tired emerald orbs, his chin drooping onto his chest as his hands dropped to the side and his body grew still.

******

Botan crashed blindly through the woods, her eyes filled with tears. She had no idea where she was and she didn't care. Her heart had been torn asunder. Broken as the image of Kurama kissing another woman burned into her memory, replying in her head like some twisted rerun, tormenting her into a frenzy of tears. So that 's why he wanted me to go off with Keiko. So he could be with another woman! Her mind cried as she stumbled to the ground, crashing down upon her knees. Hugging herself as the rain fell down around her, the deity became consumed with an overwhelming pain that would not leave her heart. Kurama why? Why did you kiss that woman? I thought you loved me!

Just then, she heard her name being called. A soft pleading voice that penetrated her anguish, calling her back to the present. Botan. I don't know if you can hear me. But ... I just wanted... you to know that .. I love you.

"Kurama?" Botan murmured, her eyes widening with fear and horror as she felt his life force fading. She saw in her minds eye the truth of what happened. Kurama thought it was me. She realized in shock. And I was too blinded by the pain to see the truth. What a fool I've been!

Jumping to her feet, the deity swung around. Holding out her right hand, an oar materialized, hovering in the air. Without a second to lose, Botan hopped onto her oar and sped off, focusing on the kitsune's chi. With a look of determination, she continued forward. Hang on Kurama. I'm coming.

Quiet. Everything seemed so quiet to Kurama's ears. And peaceful. Is this what death is like? The kitsune wondered. Then why do I still feel this pain? Why can't I move?

"Kurama?" A gentle voice whispered to him.

Botan? He wondered. Was she here to take him to Reikai? Then why can't I see her beautiful face? What is all this blackness around me? Why can't I open my eyes?

The kitsune held his breath as he felt the brush of fingertips along his side. The pain vanishing with every gentle caress that met the torn flesh of his chest, moving up to his neck then his face and forehead until all the pain was gone. Slowly, Kurama lifted his head, eyes still closed as he felt one last caress against his now healed forehead.

"Open your eyes Kurama."

The kitsune obeyed, eyes widening in surprise, his heart leaping in his throat at the sight before him. "Botan?" He whispered.

Botan gave him a nod as she knelt down in front of him. "It's me Kurama."

Kurama reached out with a shaky left hand, caressing the side of her face with the tips of his fingers lightly, afraid if he didn't she might disappear like some phantom vision concocted from his delusional mind. "Is this a dream?"

"No." She said softly as she covered his hand with her own. "No dream."

Kurama smiled, relief flooding through him. She is here. She came back to me. His features fell suddenly, his heart full of shame and pain as he dropped his hand away from her face and lowered his head. "I know how it must hurt you to be so close to me now Botan after what you saw. But believe me when I tell you, I thought she was you. I truly did."

When Botan did not reply right away, the kitsune let out a sigh. She must hate me now. I wouldn't be surprised if she never wanted to be near me again.

"I know." Botan said finally causing Kurama to jerk his head upright.

"What?" He whispered, staring into the tear filled amethyst eyes of the deity. Did I just hear her right? Could it be she understands what really happened?

Botan edged up to Kurama, sitting down sideways in his lap, resting her head upon his shoulder. With her right hand she reached up and stroked the right side of his jaw, her words full of comfort. "I know what happened Kurama. It was not your fault. I realize that now. It was foolish of me to run away without waiting to hear and see the truth." She whispered softly into his ear.

Kurama closed his eyes, let out a sad sigh. "But still I hurt you. And for that I'm sorry." He whispered, opening his eyes and turning his face towards her, now a mere inch apart.

Botan didn't dare blink, her breath catching in her throat at the candid gaze Kurama gave her. Is he going to kiss me? She wondered in surprise and excitement.

The kitsune felt himself drawn to the deity's eyes, all the things she thought, all the things she wanted were there in her eyes. For the first time in his life, Kurama could read her perfectly. She wanted the same thing he wanted. She wanted to be with him. Wanted to share her life with him. Not only as a friend but as a lover. He saw the future in her eyes and realized it was what he truly wanted. Still he couldn't bring himself to take the final step. She will suffer for it. As will I. He reprimanded his heart. Turning reluctantly away, he shook his head. "I'm sorry Botan." He said softly.

Botan moved away from him, rising to her feet. "It's all right Kurama. I understand." She whispered, her back turned to him to hide the pain that she felt.

Kurama rose behind her, looking down at the object still clasped in his right hand. "You dropped your flower."

Botan turned around, her gaze falling to the mum in his outstretched hand. It was the flower she had dropped in the fun house. He kept that all this time? Reaching out she took the mum. "Thank you." She whispered, tears brimming in her eyes as she looked away from him. Now is the time to tell him. She told herself, drawing in a breath as she readied herself to speak. "I know you love me Kurama." She began. "Just as I love you. I know you keep distancing yourself from me because you worry about my position in Reikai." She paused, turning back around to face him. "I just want to tell you that you don't have to worry about that anymore. I've resigned from my position as head ferry girl."

Kurama drew in a sharp intake of breath. She didn't ... "Botan ... " He started only to stop as Botan walked up to him and wrapped her arms around his waist.

"I did it for us Kurama. So you and I could be together." She whispered into the fabric of his shirt.

Kurama grabbed Botan softly by her shoulders and pushed her a small distance away from him. "Botan listen to me carefully. No matter what you do, Koenma will not accept the two of us together. Even if you did resign, you are still part of Reikai. To be separated for too long from that place will kill your soul. It is where you belong. You know this."

Botan frowned. "I don't care about that. I just want to be with you."

"But I care Botan." Kurama countered. " I want you to live. Not die by my side." He added, turning away from her. "If something were to happen to you, I don't know what I would do."

Botan was about to argue with Kurama when the sudden thundering sound of Koenma boomed behind her.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING BOTAN! YOU CAN'T JUST RESIGN WHENEVER YOU FELL LIKE IT! FERRY GIRLS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SPEND THEIR LIVES IN THE HUMAN WORLD. THE PUNISHMENT FOR THIS IS DEATH!

Botan whirled around, staring defiantly into the angered eyes of her employer. "I don't care! I love him!"

Koenma let out an aggravated sigh. "I know that Botan." He said, his tone suddenly gentle. "Just as I know that Kurama loves you. But this is not allowed. Your relationship will result in both your deaths. You must know this."

Botan frowned. "What are you talking about?"

Koenma looked over at her, his eyes saddened. "This has happened once before Botan. I didn't exact the punishment. The elders in Reikai did. If they find out the truth between you two they will not hesitate in eliminating you both."

Kurama let out a sigh of disgust. "So is this the real reason why you don't want us together or is there something more to it Koenma?"

Koenma glared over at the kitsune. "Believe it or not Kurama I'm doing this in the best interest of both of you."

"But why?" Botan asked. "Why would they do something like this? It makes no sense!"

"That I cannot tell you Botan." Koenma answered, turning away from her. "Come Botan. It's time to go home."

"No." Botan said in a low, even tone.

Koenma turned around. "It's not a request Botan."

"I'd rather spend a day with Kurama than a lifetime without him." She said walking to the kitsune's side.

Koenma's face turned red in anger and embarrassment at her insolence.

"Botan," Kurama began turning to face the deity with saddened eyes. "Don't do this. I don't want you to lose your life over me." He said softly, pulling her into a tight embrace. "I love you too much for you to do that. Please. For me."

Botan began to cry, resting her chin on his shoulder. "I will find a way for us to be together Kurama. I promise you." She whispered into his ear.

"And I will wait patiently for you." Kurama replied, pulling slightly away from her. And to the deity's surprise, brought his lips softly down upon hers.

Botan closed her eyes, returning his kiss with all the pent up desire she had been feeling before breaking away.

"I love you." He whispered, releasing his hold reluctantly from her.

Botan swallowed the lump in her throat. "And I love you." She whispered, turning away from Kurama, her heart heavy with grief as she walked over to a startled Koenma's side. Reaching out with her right hand, her oar appeared at her side. She felt numb with shock. The thought of never seeing him, constricted her heart with an unspeakable grief. With a quick graceful move, she hopped onto her oar, Koenma jumping on far behind her. Slowly she rose up through the rain soaked trees, clutching the mum close to her heart as she continued to look down at Kurama whose eyes reflected the pain and torment of their sudden separation. I will come back to you Kurama, I promise! She vowed silently as she cleared the forest and veered off slowly in the still blackened sky. And I will never forgive you Koenma! Never! She growled mentally as she headed off in the direction of Reikai.