InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love and Insanity ❯ Did you even mean it? ( Chapter 14 )

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Love and Insanity





A/N: Ok, I decided, its time to answer reviews. I never done that on this story. For some reason, ff.net is being weird again and I couldn't get any of my reviews for a while. Ya, its gay, i know. I was so confused, i ended up writing myself like 2 reviews to both of my stories, and i still didn't get them. But, i have them now! YAY! lol, ok, now to answer reviews. I've got a bunch to reply to. I'm gonna answer both ff.net and mediaminer.org cause i'm to lazy to do them separately lol.

FF.net:

to Inu+Kago: thank you so much! I'm glad you liked it so much, and don't worry, I'll make a really romantic lemon soon.

to Syaoran Li lover: lol, did you really enjoy the story so much tha you remembered my name? lol! that rocks!

to Kizzie: Well, I can't tell you who the lemon is going to be between, cause that would just give it away! lol, but, to give you a VERY obvious hint, i'll probably be writting more than one. And NO WAY! I can't throw that game away! it rocks! lol, but i'll try not to let it interfere with updating.

to Sumiko Kenchi Haimoto: lol, withdrawal pains? I think you know how i feel about when i'm away from my game for to long. And as for Inu yasha, ahh, i like to torture him, its fun lol, don't worry, not for much longer, I think you'll enjoy this chapter hehe.

to K-chan16: lol nice rhyming. I'm glad you liked my story and thank you SO MUCH for telling me how to spell Hanyou, i'm not to good with spelling, but i try. Oh and about the eyes, you know, I'm so confused, you say they're blue, another person says there brown, and I thought they were green. You know what? her eyes are purple now for all i care lol but thank you.

to Ericka: I'm happy you enjoyed the story so much. and dont worry, like i said, lemons will be in shortly, and I don't want to brag, but lets just say i think i'm very good at sex scenes lol. Great way to enter one though, I liked that fluff you gave me very much, I'm not quite sure i'll use it in this chapter, but i think i have a perfect place to put it in my story, thanks for the idea!

to Koosie: The reason why it was so easy after inu yasha killed naraku inside kagome's head is because he was the reason for her going insane, so i guess you can say, she defeated her "demons" so to speak lol. oh and about how many tests thy give in Japan, to tell you the truth, I don't have any clue, but I heard that they give a shit loads of tests in Japan. And as for the other stuff, well, I guess you'll have to find out.



Mediaminer.org:


to link2910: HAHAHA OMG YOUR SO GREAT! I must have gotten like 4 reviews from you in like one day. Now i've got a full page of just your reviews! The funny thing is that you like review every day even if I haven't updated! thats so funny! no one ever give me THAT much attention lol Thank you so much for your suport.

to Inu yasha_for_ever: Your into my story? GREAT! You really think its all that great? and i'm with you on the lemons lol. Also, dude, flying hamsters of doom raining coconuts on this pitiful little town would be awesome, this town needs a little something to spice it up lol.

to Dark_shadow_ Hiei: Even when you grow up? Really? lol, I hope you don't get to bored of it by then hehe thnx for reviewing!

to sportsnowboarder: well, i forgot your thing on mediaminer.org, i think its navyboarder or sumthing? oh well, anyways I hope you enjoy this chapter! E-mail me sometime.

AND TO ALL OF YOU THAT SAID YOU WOULD MAKE ME FAN ARTS.... I'M READY! LOL, SEND THEM WHEN EVER, THAT WOULD BE GREAT! and for those of you i missed, THANKS A BUNCH FOR REVIEWING!


ok, thats enough of that.... ON WITH THE STORY!!!!








Chapter 14



Did you even mean it?



"Thanks mom! I got to go now, bye! And Be good Inu yasha!" Kagome said as she ran out the door.
"Feh I'm not a little kid ya know!" Inu yasha shouted back at her after she had already closed the door.

She was so happy that tomorrow was Saturday, she didn't have to much to make up for the week she missed making up tests and didn't have to take Saturday school. Thank god. Inu yasha was really starting to get on her nerves, always asking 'Can we go yet? Are you done with those stupid test thingys? or Is it almost time to go?' He is so impatient. She had stuff to make up while making up all those tests, but nothing she can't make up while she's in class. At least she didn't have to stay in that office for hours making up stacks of tests.


She sighed as she walked up to her school. "Kagome! Wait up!" Kagome heard from behind her. She turned around to see her friends running up to her. "Hey" Kagome said as she stopped and waved her hand a bit. "So I hear that you'll be joining us in class now, your done with your tests?" Yuri asked.

"Yup all done"

"So that means you wont be going to Saturday school, right?"

"Uhhhh.... ya..." Kagome looked at her friend in confusion. What was she getting at?

"So go out with Hojo this Saturday! There's nothing holding you back!" Eri yelped.

Kagome sighed in frustration. "Actually, I.... have plans" Kagome tried to find the right thing to say.

"Oh really? Your not going to see that self centered violent jerk boyfriend of yours, are you?" Yuri asked.

"Yuri?! Why.... He's not... I..." luckily at that moment the bell rang. Talk about saved by the bell!

"Well, I have to get to class now, don't want to be late, see you later!" Kagome said as she raced off to her first period class, desperate to get away.




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Inu yasha sat on the couch pressing the buttons on the remote, fascinated by the strange images on T.V. Mrs Higirashi came from up stairs carrying a basket of laundry. She set it by the couch and sat next to Inu yasha, folding the laundry. "Are you enjoying your stay?" Mrs Higirashi asked him with a warm smile. He couldn't help but think of how that smile reminded him of Kagome's. He simply grunted in response.

"Would you like me to make you some lunch?"

"No thanks, I'm not hungry"

"Well, if you want something, just ask" She said as she picked up her basket of folded clothing and walked out of the room. She returned shortly and walked into the Kitchen.

"Oh no... Kagome forgot her lunch, and its almost time for her lunch time!" Inu yasha heard Mrs. Higirashi's voice say from the Kitchen. She walked back into the living room and up to Inu yasha with the lunch bag in her hand. "Could you do me a favor and give this to Kagome? Its her lunch time in a couple minutes and I've heard how fast you are"

"Uhhh... Sure" He said as he grabbed the lunch back and started heading out the door.

"Wait!" Inu yasha stopped and turned around. Mrs Higirashi came up to him and looked at his ears. She looked around the room for a moment before spotting a red bandanna. "Ah yes, perfect!" she said as she picked it up and tied it around Inu yasha's head, covering his ears. He scratched at it for a moment before walking out the door.



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Kagome was walking down the hall to her lunch room with her 3 best friends chatting away next to her. She sighed and looked to the ground, watching her feet move foward. Before she had a chance to look up, she smacked right into something and fell down on the ground, her homework papers flying everywhere around her.

"I'm sorry, are you ok?" Someone said to her, holding a hand to her to help her up. Kagome rubbed her head and looked up to see who she had run into. "Hojo, oh no, it was really my fault, I wasn't looking" She said as she took his hand got to her feet. She sighed as she saw her papers lying on the ground everywhere.

"Here, let me help you with that" He said as he began to pick up the papers on the ground. Kagome bent down and picked up too. She looked up to see that her friends were no where in sight, but she knew they were watching from behind a wall somewhere. She finished picking up her papers with a little help from Hojo and was about to head to the lunch room when she felt a hand on her shoulder.

"I was wondering if we could talk for a second" He said to her.

"What about?" She asked him as she looked up into his shining eyes. He took her hands in his and stared deep into her eyes.

"About us"

"Ohh..." Kagome blushed a deep shade of red. She didn't want to hurt his feelings, and she really does like him, but she just didn't think she liked him in that way anymore. They stood there in silence for a moment.

"I want you to be my girlfriend, I mean, I know your sick allot, and you don't have allot of time on your hands, but I really think we can make it work out" Kagome could here her friends in the background urging her on.

Kagome stood there in shock. She didn't know what to say! "TAKE YOUR FILTHY HANDS OFF HER!" They heard a nasty growl from behind them. Hojo instantly let go and looked to see who had ruined the moment. Kagome's face went pale as she saw a hot faced Inu yasha walking up to them.

"What are you doing here?!" Kagome said as she walked up to him. "I could ask YOU the same question!" Inu yasha yelled.

"I GO TO SCHOOL HERE!"

"THATS NOT WHAT I MENT!" He said as he gave an angry glance at Hojo. "Who the fuck are you?!"

Hojo seemed to be a bit taken back by the whole sudden situation. "My name is Hojo, I'm a friend of Kagome's"

He growled at Hojo, making him back up a little away from him. "If I ever see you touching Kagome again, I'll rip your hands off!" Inu yasha barked slowly walking up to him as he backed up.

"INU YASHA! Ugh... I'm really sorry about this Hojo, I need to talk to him for a moment, I'll see you later" She said as she turned to Hojo before grabbing Inu yasha's wrist and dragging him into the broom closet. Hojo blinked in surprise before scratching the back of his head and walked out of the hall, a bit upset.

Yuri, Eri, and Ayame watched the whole scene from around the corner. "Who do you think that is?" Eri asked.
"Oh... I bet that's the guy she was talking about! He seems to match the description..." Yuri replied.
"Yeah, but what was up with those weird clothes?" Ayame asked. Yuri simply shrugged her shoulders.
"We'll let them talk, but the moment they walk out of that broom closet, We'll ask her about it". Eri and Ayame nodded in response.






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"Inu yasha, WHAT are you doing here?!" Kagome asked him angrily.

Inu yasha furrowed his eyebrows for a moment before pulling out a lunch bag out of his fire rate robe pocket.

"My lunch!" Kagame said as she grabbed it from him. "You came all the way here just to bring me my lunch?" Kagome asked in surprise.

"Your mom asked me to..."

"Oh... well, thank you, but you can't just barge in here and act like your the boss of me! And in front of all my friends!"

"Your just trying to change the subject! You think you can go out and just flirt with who ever!"

"I WAS NOT FLIRTING!"

"YES YOU WERE! I SAW YOU!"

Kagome could feel her face getting hot with anger. How dare he acuse her of flirting!

"I WAS NOT FLIRTING! AND EVEN IF I WAS, WHAT DO YOU CARE?"

Inu yasha looked down at the ground at her words. He didn't want to answer her. What was he suppose to say? Because she was his and only his? That’s what he wanted to say. He was drifted out of his thought when he felt Kagome grasp tightly on his shoulder. When he looked at her, she seemed as if she was about to pass out. She was squinting her eyes shut and rubbing her temples with her other hand.

"Kagome are you....." She didn't hear his last words. Her vision got slightly black but when she closed her eyes, a picture was formed in her head... it was another flashback!




Flashback....




Kagome was running as fast as her legs would take her. Eventually her legs gave out and she collapsed on the muddy ground. She buried her face into her hands before she pulled out an arrow from behind her. She stared at the pointy tip for a moment before bringing it down to her arm.

"This is my flesh... this is my blood, I'm not her... I'm nothing like her" she said as she sliced at her arm, blood dripping down to her finger tips then on to the soft earthy ground.

"I'm better! I bleed! I AM human! but why does he pick her over me.... why?! She doesn't even bleed, she's not human, she's not demon, she's NOTHING!!!" she said as she took the arrow in her other hand and started to slice at that one too.

She dropped the arrow and stared down at her bloody arms and hands and once again began to cry into them, covering her face with blood as well.


"Kagome, what did you do?" She looked up to see Inu yasha standing above her. He saw the arrow on the ground in front of her as she began to hold out her arms to him.

"Look at me! This is my blood, I bleed! I breathe, I bleed, and I feel pain! Why do you pick HER over me?! why? She doesn't breathe, She doesn't bleed.. So why?!?"

"Ohh... Kagome" he said as he bent down to her and wrapped his arms around her. She lightly started to punch his chest as she cried. Her punches got lighter and lighter until she just stopped punching him and cried into his chest.

"Why can't you love me... why?" He didn't answer at first, Kagome thought that maybe he would never love her.

"Why... why can't you love me as I love you.." Kagome asked as she looked up into his eyes.

At this moment, she seemed to notice a change in Inu yasha's eyes, as if making a great discovery in his sudden realization.

"Kagome.. I do... I love you.." he said as he held on to her tighter.

Kagome snapped her head up at that comment "Do you really? Even though you think i'm...crazy?"

"Yes Kagome, even if I never got your sanity back... I still love you, I always will..."

"Oh Inu yasha!!" she cried into his chest.

"Don't cry..." he said as he stroked her hair.

She looked back up at him, her face just inches away from his, so she leaned up and brushed her lips lightly against his.



End flashback...... (that's on chapter 4)




Kagome's eyes snapped open to fix upon big amber eyes. She blinked up at him for a moment. He was holding her up, afraid she might fall again. "Kagome, are you ok?" He asked her a bit worried. Her lip started to quiver, her eyes watering. She remembered that entire day now. She remembered how Kouga came to see her, and why she was running away from Inu yasha in the first place. It was because she saw him and Kikyo together.

Why didn't he tell her that he said that? Why didn't he say he loved her again? Maybe he didn't want her to remember... maybe he thought it was a mistake. Maybe he really didn't mean any of it. She looked up to him with tears in her eyes.

She couldn't help but play a part of her flashback over and over again in her head. "I still love you... I always will..." She couldn't help it anymore, her slight sobbs broke out into full on crying her eyes out. Inu yasha looked surprised and frightened at the same time. He hated it when she cried, and he didn't even know what it was about!

"Don't cry..." He said as he lifted his hand up to her face to wipe off her tears. This didn't make things any better, it actually made her cry even harder.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!" She cried out.

Inu yasha looked a bit taken back. "Tell you what?" He asked.

"Is it because you didn't mean it? Did you change your mind and decide that you love Kikyo instead?" She said as she pushed him away against the wall.

He looked really confused, what the fuck was she talking about? He didn't love Kikyo anymore!

"Kagome I don't-"

"Did you even mean it when you told me that you loved me?" Kagome cut him off. Inu yasha's heart sank to the pit of his stomach. She must have remembered that day. He couldn't help but look away, which was the wrong thing to do. "Is that why you wont look at me?" she cried out, tears pouring out of her eyes.

At that moment, he closed the space between them and pushed her head up with one finger below her chin, staring directly into her eyes. They stood like that for a moment, staring into each other’s eyes until Kagome broke the silence.

"WELL? Did you mean it!"

"I... I meant every word" He said in a voice barely above a whisper.

"Then why? Why didn't you tell me?!" She asked desperately through her tears.

"I just didn't know if... you meant it..." He confessed.

She cried even harder if possible at his words. "I said it, didn't I?"

"You were insane..."

Kagome was catching on now. She knew Inu yasha was always hiding his feelings. She could understand not wanting to be in a one sided love. But still, he should trust her more, and open up to her.

"Can't you have more faith in me than that? I Loved you even before I was insane... I loved you way before that, I still do..."

At her words, he wrapped his arms around her in a tight protective hug.

"I...I want t..to hear you say it" she managed to say between sobs.

He nuzzled his face in her hair, taking in her sent. She could feel his breath on her neck as he said the words she craved to hear.

"I Love you Kagome... only you" She held on to him tighter.

"I love you too" She whispered as she pulled back a bit to look into his eyes. He smiled a bit before leaning in and pressing his lips to hers, desperately wanting to feel her lips again. She closed her eyes and leaned more into him, tilting her head to the side. At this, he opened his mouth a little and licked her bottom lip as a silent plea for entrance. Kagome shyly opened her mouth and his tongue slipped in, rubbing his tongue softly against hers in a passionate way.

Kagome wrapped her arms around is neck, pulling him closer to her. Kagome wanted to stay like this forever. The taste of him and the closeness was causing butterflies to flutter inside her stomach. Inu yasha moved his hands down to her waist and gently pressed her against the wall. His mouth left her lips and placed small kisses down her jawbone to her neck.

Kagome couldn't help a moan that slipped out of her mouth as he sucked, nibbled and kissed her neck. She unconsciously thrusted her hips up a bit to his, at which he reacted immediately, pressing her more up against the wall. His mouth met hers again in a hungry kiss, pressing her more up against the wall. One of her legs wrapped around his as the kiss deepened to a desperate need.

RING RING

Kagome broke the kiss and snapped her head up immediately at the sound of the noise. "What? What is it?" Inu yasha asked a bit dazed. Kagome took a quick look at her watch and her eyes widened. "I'm gonna be late for class!!!"

"Class?" he was still a bit flushed from what had happened.

"Come on" she said as she grabbed his hand and walked out the door. Immediately her 3 best friends ran up to her, examining Inu yasha.

"So Kagome, who is this?" Yuri asked suspiciously.

"Is he your boyfriend" Eri added.

"What kind of clothes are those?" Ayame asked as she looked him up and down.

Inu yasha raised an eyebrow, wondering who the fuck these annoying girl were.

Kagome gave them a goofy sort of smile. "You guys waited all this time? I thought at least you guys wouldn't want to be late for class"

"Ohhh no, your not getting out this time" Yuri said as she crossed her arms over her chest.

"Your eyes are cool, are those contacts?" Eri asked as she leaned her face a bit to close for Inu yasha's liking. He looked at her strange, his head backing away from her face.

"Contacts?" He asked as he turned his eyes to Kagome.

"Uhhh... This is Inu yasha"

"Inu yasha? That's a strange name" Yuri stated.

"Is he the guy you were telling us about?"

Kagome sighed in defeat. The late bell had rang, which meant she was late!

"I'll explain everything later, but we gotta get to class! I'll see you at home Inu yasha" she said as she left his side and dragged her friends to class. Inu yasha just stood there for a second, wondering ‘what the fuck was that?’ He defiantly didn't like it here at her... skowl, or what ever the fuck this place is called. He opened the window and was about to jump out until he heard a woman’s voice from behind him.

"Excuse me young man, but ditching is not tolerated in this school!" Miss Magumi said as she tugged on the back of her shirt, making him lose balance and fall backwards in the hall.

"Ditching? What the fuck does that mean?" He asked a bit rudely as he stood back on his feet.

"What did you just say young man?!"

"I'm not in the mood to listen to you bitch, ya old hag" He said as he got back on the window seal and jumped out of the building. Miss Magumi stared in total shock at Inu yasha's fleeting figure out the window.






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A/N: Ok I know I said there would be a lemon in this chapter, but its already really fuckin long... at least I think so. But don't worry, I SWEAR I'll put one up on the next chapter so don't worry, you'll get your lemon you perverts lol. I hope you guys liked this chapter. And I know its been a while since I updated Demonic Demons. Chapter 19 is almost done and will be up soon.


Arianna