Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Words ❯ till you were gone ( Chapter 35 )

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till you were gone
by iloveanimecartoons
Original April 9, 2008
 
 
you
touched me down deep
stroked a memory
turned a key
a door I had locked so long
full of broken dreams
shattered will and promises
sad songs
and you're gone
you became so necessary
so essential
so vital
to my joy
my peace
my…heart
life was so stupendous
till you were gone
 
I remember the whimsy of just being happy
just wanting to climb up a mountain
stretch out my arms
and bellow
“I'm HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
 
silly things always came to mind with you
things my `adult' mind used to shun
when I was all alone
before you
childish things
spontaneous urges
things that were…fun
you helped me remember those everyday wonders
those things that bring to mind the phrase “the best things in life are free”
things like…
twirling in circles till my skirt lifted and belled out
blowing bubbles out car windows
flying a kite
spending a lazy afternoon blowing dandelions
rolling down hills
tickles and giggles
Patty Cake
hop stock…barefoot
Eskimo kisses
bear hugs
they're not as fun as they used to be
till you were gone, they were
now
I...
it's not the same
there's something off kilter
the order's all screwed up
I…miss you so much
I feel like I'm an incomplete puzzle
and my life is missing it's most important piece
 
you