Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Words ❯ Why Can't We Love Each Other? ( Chapter 43 )

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Why Can't We Love Each Other?
by iloveanimecartoons
Original June 1, 1998
Revision September 10, 2008
 
You have become so important I have to admit
I can see my life fuller with you being in it
I like you so much and the feeling's maturing
You have me constantly wondering—with my imagination soaring
 
But, you just can't love me back
 
Why can't we love each other?
Become a strong unit of a black sister and a brother
Be everything we ever needed and a blessing in disguise
And get into each other—get lost in each other's eyes
 
But, you just can't make the commitment, huh?
 
Why can't you see, that in me, you've got the love that's for real?
I couldn't see myself hurting you—that's on the real
See the love and admiration in each smile, each hug, each kiss
Made of lovely days and beautiful nights we can, later, reminisce
 
But, I guess you've got to weigh your options—am I correct?
 
Why can't we love each other?
Yes, I meant to put the emphasis on “we”
I don't want to start a love affair where the only caring comes from me
Who wants to be in a one-sided relationship?
Or, fake out like I can just regress back to friendship
I've done it before and it was quite a hard trial
Then, I finally found that I was in denial
 
I don't want that kind of pain anymore
The kind I bring to my own front door
The kind of pain I just can't shake
`Cause, when I lied to myself, I made my own mistakes
 
I think I've just answered my own question…
 
Since you can't love me, I've got to go—I'll keep in touch
I'm not mad at you, honey—I just love me too much
I love me enough to be aloneand content
I'll just get used to the fact that you don't want a commitment
And I'll just see you when I see you, but, not for a while
Cause games and mind-playing tend to cramp my style
 
I think I now know why we can't love each other
Cause this sweet, caring sister can't have an unconcerned brother