SD Gundam Fan Fiction ❯ Origins ❯ This life, A poem ( Chapter 11 )

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~This life, a poem~

 

Sitting in the dark

Waiting

 

Deep in Ookami's mind she saw a dark forest and a calm lake.

Thinking back I see you

Laughing, smiling

She stepped forwards and found herself in wolf form. She walked through the damp grass. She felt the cool caress of the blades against her fur and paws.

I laughed along

And you told me that you'd always be there for me

She saw other wolves standing next to the lake. She loped up to them. The alpha male nuzzled her and seemed to say `My sweet. You've come back to me. How I've missed you'. She nuzzled into him and took a deep breath. Looking up at him she felt happiness wash over her.

But here I am

In the dark

She looked at the large pack that he was with and asked him if they were out hunting or if they were resting. He told her that they had saved food for her and that the water was safe to drink.

Alone and bleeding

My consciousness fading

Ookami ate and drank deeply, but was dizzy. She swayed back and forth. The alpha caught her and helped her stand once more. He seemed to smile and she was happy for a time. Behind her, the bushes rustled and she spun around only to by bitten and clawed at. A large mountain lion was attacking her.

I'll wait but death's cold grip is closing in

I'm fading fast

The alpha just looked on and laughed as she bled. She staggered up again and asked him for help. He laughed harder. He explained that the mountain lion was her personal demons taken shape in the last battle. She now knew what was happening.

Death in upon me and you're not here

Hope has faded

My cold heart, still

She knew she was dying and if she lost her battle she was gone. She didn't want to die. She pleaded with the alpha and the pack. They ran off into the woods, laughing, leaving her alone. She was scared. She felt a surge of pain go through her and a tug towards reality.

You promised you'd be there

You said you'd protect me

You're not here

If she didn't fight and let herself regain consciousness she could live.

I'm fading fast

The dark has taken me

I'm no longer here

I've tried to come back

But you're holding me here

She knew what happened. She knew that her friends would hate her. She decided she needed to live, she had a family, and they would love her.

I may die

But you won't care

You'll hate me

I need you

But you don't care

You promised

And now

I'm dead

Because of you

I'm dead

 

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R&R please! I love being emo in these things!!! It's just so fun!! ^____________________^ Sorry for breking the emotion, but I needed to remind you that I prefer my wrists UNslashed!!! (even though I have one scar…)

 

I made up the poem, so if you don't like it…too bad. >_<

 

P.S. It's free verse, so it doesn't have to rhyme.