Yami No Matsuei Fan Fiction ❯ Sleepless Beauty ❯ Part 3 (Tsuzuki) ( Chapter 3 )

Title: Sleepless Beauty (Part 3 of 4)

Author: Elf Asato

Pairings: Eventual Tsuzuki/Hisoka, Watari (uh…yeah…Watari's just in there)

Warnings: Shounen-ai (obviously), language, very mild Watari angst, aggravating last scene

Rating: PG

Disclaimer: Sadly, Yami no Matsuei doesn't belong to me…aaa…what a world. The song Sleepless Beauty is off Gravitation, so that doesn't belong to me, either! ;.; I'm pretty sure that Hontani Mika and Toshiaki Seichi do belong to me. You may use them if you want to, but email me first…though…why would you want to use them…?

Notes: Song fic to Sleepless Beauty from Gravitation. Hn, it's just various lyrics everywhere… ^_^ I suppose it sucks to have the song drawn out in three parts! Regarding the lyrics…I'm going to have just the English translation in the story, but at the end of each part I'll have the Japanese lyrics used in that part. Confusing, I'm sorry…. I also didn't space them very well throughout the story! *sobs*

Italics are indicating Tsuzuki's dream…and Hisoka's journal when appropriate. This indicates also a part of Tsuzuki's dream…only…not him. ^^;; [Lyrics] Obvious….

Part 1 was Hisoka (short as it was ^^;;), 2 Watari (long!), 3 is Tsuzuki's, and 4 Tatsumi's! And yes, there WILL be a sequel! *sniff* I can't believe I'm almost DONE with this!!!! But…that brings me closer to the sequel! Yay!

Sorry if this part's a little weird…I've been listening to all these songs with headphones on…and…I think it disrupts the brain more than just listening from the computer or stereo…hee hee. ^^;; Oh…and…their assignment is lame. Forgive me, but this fic isn't about that! …Actually, I have no idea what it's about, but it's not that!

…Fanart would be cool…just…so everyone knows…hehe. *innocent look*

Oh yeah! (God, these notes keep on going!) This part is long. Longer than Watari's. *sniff* Some characters have more to say than others….

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Sleepless Beauty

By Elf Asato

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Asato! Hurry up! We'll be late for the party!

…What party?

The party we were supposed to go to! Honestly, baka, can't you remember anything?

Wait…who are you?

Honestly, baka!

…Hisoka?

Come on! We're going to be late! You don't want to be the last one there, do you?

No, of course not! …But…what party, Hisoka?

If you don't hurry, they'll run out of sweets!

No! Wait, I'm coming, Hisoka!

I'm leaving…

Hisoka! Don't leave without me!

Asato, it's your fault for being so slow. Do you or do you not want to arrive at the party on time? Such an indecisive baka.

I do! I want to go! I'm coming! Please wait for me, Hisoka!

I can't wait for you. You don't know what you want.

Nani…? …But…I want to go to the party!

No you don't. If you wanted to go, you would have been there already.

But I do!

No…you don't. You don't care enough.

But I do care, Hisoka! I want to be there with you!

You don't want to be with me. You just want to go because of the sweets.

No! If you go, I'll go! If you don't go, then I won't!

Such an indecisive man.

I just want to be with you, Hisoka.

…Then come along…baka…

[Smile as you become reborn and paint your whole body]

"BAKA!"

"Gyaaa!" Tsuzuki screeched and fell out of his seat, his whole world reduced to the delicate fist that pounded his desk.

"Do you know how long you've been asleep???"

"Hi…Hisoka?" Tsuzuki stammered, the angry green eyes finally registering to him.

"Tsch…" Hisoka scoffed. "We're late anyway, might as well not go. No thanks to you, baka!"

Tsuzuki stood upright and clenched Hisoka's hand, stating passionately, "No! We can still go to the party! I care! The sweets don't matter! As long as you're there, Hisoka, I'll be there with you!"

"What the f…"

"…Hisoka?" Tsuzuki said cutely, cocking his head with curiosity.

"…What are you talking about? D…you don't even remember our plans with Watari, do you?! BAKA!" the ticked off Hisoka roared.

"P-plans with Watari?" Tsuzuki asked in a small voice.

Hisoka sighed. "Yes, since he missed giving us information about the assignment this morning, we were supposed to drop by a few hours later. Watari's been ready with the information for about thirty minutes…."

"…Then…why didn't you wake me up thirty minutes ago?" Tsuzuki asked curiously, intrigued by the pissed off expression Hisoka had.

The green eyed Shinigami stammered for a while before screaming, "Shut up! Come on, let's go! Now!"

Tsuzuki twitched. "'Soka-chan's weird today," he muttered.

"What?" Hisoka snapped.

"Watari's waiti~~~~~~~~~~~ng!!!!!" Tsuzuki cried out as he dragged his partner out of the office.

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"I mean, I know I keep stressing that there's no foul play involved in this case, but that's what I honestly believe," Watari explained after handing the two a packet full of information he had gathered. "It should be an easy - and then you'll get to go on your vacation! Isn't that great?"

"Great…sure…" Hisoka muttered absentmindedly as he went through the information in the packet.

"Aw come on, 'Soka-chan! You're so gloomy right now…try to have a little 'pre-vacation' fun!" Tsuzuki said cheerfully as he looked over his partner's shoulder.

"Get away, you're overflowing with happiness," Hisoka snapped. "And shut up, I'm trying to concentrate."

Tsuzuki pouted, "But you need some happiness right now, 'Soka-chan! You're so gloomy…."

"I said shut up," Hisoka said irritably.

"He's such a meanie," Tsuzuki complained playfully to Watari.

Watari just gave a sympathetic smile…only it wasn't a smile.

"What the hell?" the elder Shinigami asked aloud.

"I said shut up," Hisoka repeated.

"… Tsuzuki, maybe we should go somewhere else and let Bon concentrate," Watari stated more than suggested.

"Uh…yeah…" Tsuzuki said as he stood up from his seat.

"I have a little storage room in the back, come on," Watari said as Tsuzuki followed him. 003 stayed behind.

Once in the said room, Tsuzuki leaned against the closed door and stated, "You mean by no foul play…that there's no sign of Muraki…?" He winced involuntarily at the sound of the man's name, though he had said it himself. Though weeks ago, it was still too soon.

Watari broke into a nervous laughter. "Yeah, that's what I was hinting at. I didn't want to come out and directly say it, though."

Tsuzuki smiled, "I understand!" but the smile dimmed. "Then…why is Hisoka so crabby today?"

Giving another one of his thoughtful looks, Watari stared up at the ceiling. Finally he admitted, "Bon's mad at me. Mad's an understatement. He's quite…livid with me…."

"What? You're the one he's so pissed off at???" Tsuzuki asked in disbelief. "God, Watari, what did you do? …Not that it's too hard to piss him off…but…you?"

Watari just shrugged and gazed at Tsuzuki, saying with a sad little smile, "Trust me. This'll turn out for the best."

"…For who…?" he asked seriously.

The other Shinigami just stared blankly back at the ceiling. After a while, he remarked, "You sound just like Tatsumi, you know that?"

"You're being evasive."

"Maybe I am."

Tsuzuki stared at Watari for a few seconds before muttering his name in a low whisper.

Another fake smile. Tsuzuki was sick of them - the entire time the information about the case was explained, that's all Watari gave. Fake smiles. "Rather than waste time talking to me, shouldn't you be getting on with your assignment? After that you have two whole weeks of vacation. Aren't you looking forward to that?"

Giving a lingering last look, Tsuzuki turned and put his hand on the doorknob, turning.

"…Tsuzuki?" Watari asked.

Tsuzuki's hand slid off the doorknob as he turned around again.

"…What do you feel for Bon?"

"I don't know what you mean," Tsuzuki answered quickly, avoiding Watari's curious gaze in the process. He hated lying, though - he knew exactly what Watari was talking about…he had been thinking the same thing for weeks.

"Liar," Watari stated simply, without accusation.

"Yeah, and what about you?"

"We're not talking about me. I asked you," Watari reminded, keeping that curiousness firm in his eyes. That was the only thing there. Though, the more Tsuzuki looked, the more he was uncertain that that wasn't even there.

There was silence between the two before Tsuzuki finally admitted, "I don't know."

"You…don't know?"

"I don't know," Tsuzuki repeated.

"…Do you mean…that you're unsure of what to call it?" Watari asked cautiously.

"I guess," he shrugged.

"That feeling…" the scientist began, a true smile forming, "is it warm…comforting? Like you're safe from anything when you're with him and you just want to remain that way for the rest of your life?"

Watari's words hit a nerve and pinned all Tsuzuki's feelings for his partner on the spot. "…Yes…exactly," he breathed softly.

The other man broke out into a genuine smile, but the thing that confused Tsuzuki was that his eyes were still sad. "That's…good…."

"…Watari…?"

The said Shinigami laughed nervously and stated, "Okay, I've kept you long enough. Go out and work on your case - I don't want to see you until your two-week vacation is up."

Though Tsuzuki laughed along with him and agreed, he couldn't help but feel that Watari wasn't joking.

[See the world suddenly burning up miraculously as we met by chance]

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"The woman's name was Hontani Mika, age 32. She was diagnosed with skin cancer - melanoma - around seven years ago…but as a result, she died. Why her soul hasn't moved on is beyond me…but I guess that's what we're trying to figure out," Hisoka explained after Tsuzuki absolutely refused to read that entire packet Watari gave them.

"Weird," Tsuzuki remarked as they sat at a little table, looking at a photo of her included in the packet. "She looks so frail…."

"She spent her entire childhood in the sun, so that along with her fair skin probably caused her skin cancer…. I'm not too sure, but I guess that's not important. Having cancer, she must have known she was going to die…" Hisoka muttered, though Tsuzuki had the feeling his mind wasn't entirely on the case.

"Yeah, probably," he yawned, looking around at the relatively inexpensive motel room Tatsumi reserved for them. "Hey, you think Tatsumi actually got us a nice hotel for our vacation?"

Hisoka sighed and buried his head in his hands. "It's obvious we're not going to get any work done tonight…."

"Yay! …But I promise, Hisoka, that I will have my complete attention on the case tomorrow. Why, we can even talk to her family members to see if there was any reason she might have held on!"

Sighing again, Hisoka looked up. "We can't do that."

"…Why not?"

"…Mika had no surviving family members. Her parents died when she was little and she had no siblings. As for her other relatives, they're unknown."

"Damn," Tsuzuki muttered. "I guess we'll have to check the hospital she died in…find stuff there…."

"Yeah…but…that's tomorrow," Hisoka said softly, putting his head back in his hands.

They sat in silence for a couple of minutes before Tsuzuki remarked, "I know it's not just me who can't concentrate. What are you thinking of, Hisoka?"

"I…I'm trying to sort some things out," he admitted, his voice soft. It seemed to Tsuzuki like he was concentrating or something.

"…Like your life, or what?"

"No," the younger Shinigami muttered, shaking his head. "I mean…someone's emotions. That sort of thing."

"Oh," he said simply. "Who's?"

"Shh," Hisoka hissed conveniently, then he added, "get me my journal, will you? It's in my bag."

"You're going to write in it again?" Tsuzuki complained as he fished around in his partner's bag as asked.

"Differently, this time," Hisoka promised as Tsuzuki handed him the journal. Turning to a blank page, he muttered, "Pen?"

"Sure!" the elder Shinigami chirped, very interested in what Hisoka had to write. He searched for a pen in the room's desk and brought it to his partner. "What are you going to write?"

"…Put up all your shields…this is driving me absolutely nuts and I can't focus with your emotions bouncing everywhere," Hisoka muttered. As soon as he felt his partner's warm emotions recede, he put the pen to the paper and concentrated.

Sadness.

"Eh?"

"Shh!"

Discouragement.

Jealousy.

Contentment.

Warmth.

Possessiveness.

Respect.

Anger.

Curiosity.

Irritability.

"Hisoka…? What's…" Tsuzuki began, looking over the list of words.

Rubbing his face and staring at the page, Hisoka sighed. "It doesn't make sense…there are so many contradictions…."

"Oh come on, tell me!" Tsuzuki begged, flopping on the floor, suddenly inu.

Guilt.

Rejection.

Happiness.

Uncondi

Hisoka's fingertips flew to his lips and his cheeks turned pink.

"Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?" Inu-Tsuzuki whined, demanding to know what got that reaction out of his partner.

"I think I know what's up with Watari," Hisoka muttered, closing his journal and going over to put it back in his bag.

"And?" Inu-Tsuzuki asked with excitement.

Deliberately ignoring the question, Hisoka suggested, "How about dinner?"

"Dinner!!!!!! …D-dessert, too?"

"Why not?" Hisoka shrugged.

Inu-Tsuzuki squealed and ran laps of joy around the room. Halfway through this, he stopped being inu and ran up to hug Hisoka, making him blush heavily…but that's beside the point.

Tsuzuki knew that Hisoka had only offered that to keep his mind away from Watari, but inside that made him curious all the more.

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"No…she had no surviving relatives who visited her," the nurse explained while being questioned by the Shinigami pair.

"…You mean…no one came to visit her while she was in the hospital?" Tsuzuki asked in disbelief, hugging himself slightly.

Hisoka shot a sympathetic glance in his direction, but that was all.

The nurse sighed. "Well…there was this young man who came to visit her every day…but whenever we tried to talk to him, he'd always run away. It was the oddest thing. Other than him, no. No one came to visit her."

"That's so sad," Hisoka muttered, looking uncomfortable, "but what about that young man? Did she say anything about him?"

The nurse sighed and admitted, "Well, one of the other nurses asked who he was and she told him…but she was always too weak and shouldn't have had any visitors at all! Only…he managed to get past security every time…. She never mentioned a word about him except when asked who he was. We think it's odd…but I do believe one of the nurses might have the information about him at the front desk. You're welcome to stop by, though do tell us who he was…. I'm afraid flighty nurses have started silly rumors…."

"Silly rumors?" Tsuzuki asked curiously, sharing a glance with his partner.

"…Some of the nurses seem to have the ridiculous idea that her visitor was actually a ghost. Isn't it silly? Of course, I know how they came to that conclusion - he was so pale!" the nurse rattled on.

"We'll pass information on to you, ma'am," Hisoka reassured as the nurse beamed at him.

Nodding once in consent, Tsuzuki muttered, "Thank you," before his mind went into overdrive, trying to come up with possible solutions to the mystery.

[Now tell me where the light is, sketch it as it dances vividly]

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It was then that Tsuzuki decided that phone books were a very useful thing. Not only could they locate addresses and phone numbers, but they could also be used as a step stool if need be. Maybe he would give Tatsumi one for Christmas….

"Are you even listening to me???" Hisoka barked, as he glared daggers at his partner.

"Whaa?" Tsuzuki asked, coming back to the real world. "Um…sorry, I was spacing out. Hey, do you think Tatsumi would enjoy a phone book for Christmas?"

"…Baka," Hisoka said simply, his glaring gone and replaced with mild amusement. "I was saying that Toshiaki Seichi is listed in here with a phone number and address."

"Great!" Tsuzuki exclaimed. "I guess this makes it easy, then. Just stop by his house and interview him, ne?"

Closing the phone book and putting it back in the booth, Hisoka sighed, "I hope it'll be easy…. Things have a history of becoming very difficult for us…."

"Well…like you said in Kyoto," Tsuzuki reassured, "things could only get better."

A faint blush rose up into his cheeks. "…Y-you're right…. Let's get this over with so we can start our vacation sooner."

Tsuzuki just nodded, noting how incredibly adorable Hisoka looked just then.

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"Standing on a ghost's doorstep," Tsuzuki mused as Hisoka rang the doorbell. Toshiaki Seichi, Hontani Mika's 'ghost,' had been relatively easy to find. As soon as they had arrived, Hisoka assured that the house felt completely normal.

"Those are just rumors the stupid nurses started," Hisoka spat bitterly.

"Whoa, what's wrong with you?" Tsuzuki asked, picking up his partner's annoyance.

Staring at the door, Hisoka just sighed. "…This house…it's so warm and comforting. I can tell Toshiaki-san's inside - the feeling is just the same as it was in her room. It's nothing bad at all…."

"Aa, protective of our Toshiaki-san, now?" he smirked at Hisoka, winking, when the door opened.

Toshiaki Seichi, indeed, stood before them. "…May I help you?" The nurses were right - he was pale, and thin, too. Tsuzuki could certainly see how the rumors started.

"Konnichi wa, Toshiaki-san," Hisoka began, nodding in respect. "I'm Kurosaki Hisoka, and this is my partner, Tsuzuki Asato."

Tsuzuki chirped cheerfully, "We're just here to talk to you about a couple of things. Is that alright?"

"…You're Shinigami, aren't you?" Toshiaki stated simply, without emotion.

Hisoka looked startled. "Aa…hai…. We are…but…how…?"

He paused before admitting, "Mika told me that you might be coming."

"Hontani-san…told you?" Tsuzuki restated with mild confusion, his amethyst eyes gentle.

"…Call her Mika - she was very friendly with everyone…and please do come in," Toshiaki said as he opened the door fully and led them inside. "Sit down, if you want."

Tsuzuki and Hisoka sat on a floral print sofa in the living room while Toshiaki sat on a matching loveseat.

"Mika…said you might be coming for her," he sighed sadly, refusing to look them in the eye.

"Was that before…?" Hisoka tried to ask gently, but trailed off.

Tsuzuki could tell that Toshiaki's emotions were heavy on Hisoka and fully planned to drag him to someplace fun afterwards.

"…No," Toshiaki stated to their surprise. "This was just last night."

Hisoka and Tsuzuki both twitched.

He gave a soft, nervous laugh. "…She knew the Shinigami would come looking for her since her soul never went on…."

Tsuzuki said in a quiet, serious tone, "…Yes…that's exactly why we're here. …But why has Mika's soul stayed behind?

"Well," Toshiaki explained, "Mika had no family and she was in the hospital so long that her friends…just eventually stopped visiting her. In the end, she just had me - her boyfriend. A couple of months ago, she was still in the hospital…but I asked her to marry me, anyway. Our wedding was going to be the week she got out…but…as you can tell…that ended up never happening…. The last few weeks…I was so upset with the chance of losing her increasing with each day, that I became very reclusive. The nurses tried to talk to me…but I was in no mood for them. Mika…was very sad that I had begun living my life this way. I really wanted to be happy again for her…but with the chances of losing her so great, it was so hard. Eventually, she died…but the night she did, her soul came to me in the form of an apparition. …She told me that she absolutely refused to go to the other side until I was happy…."

"…I see," Tsuzuki muttered, feeling very sympathetic for the couple. He looked over at Hisoka and saw the boy looking very disturbed. The urge to hug him had to be suppressed…. "…So in order for her to move on…you've got to live happily again?"

The corner of Toshiaki's mouth twitched. "…I suppose."

"Do you think she's ready to move on?"

Toshiaki simply shrugged. "Don't know…why don't you ask her yourself? She's bound to be around here somewhere. Mika!"

Hisoka twitched and muttered, "Weird."

An apparition of a frail woman appeared almost immediately and 'sat' on the loveseat next to Toshiaki.

"…You were here the whole time?" he asked the apparition casually.

"Of course," she replied cheerfully. "I told you they'd be coming for me, didn't I?" She gave a brilliant smile to the Shinigami and introduced herself. "I'm Hontani Mika, the woman you're looking for."

Hisoka brightened considerably, but remarked privately to his partner, "…They've never been so direct…."

"Nope," Tsuzuki agreed, then he said to Mika, "I'm Tsuzuki Asato, and this is my partner, Kurosaki Hisoka. We're Shinigami."

"Yes…and we've come to find out why you haven't moved on," Hisoka added almost…cheerfully….

Tsuzuki's eye bugged at his partner and twitched. Okay, he noted, Hisoka looked really cute. He was contemplating tackling and smothering him with hugs and kisses when they got back to the motel when Mika spoke up.

"Well…Seichi told you. I refuse to leave until he's happy…but…each day has been better than the last."

"…Does that mean…?" Toshiaki asked with uncertainty.

"I…I think I'm going to go," Mika stated abruptly, "where I'm supposed to be. Seichi…you'll be fine without me…you've been living your life as best you can…and for you to fully let go…I need to let go, also."

"I…I understand," he replied, a bit shocked at her words, but slightly relieved, also.

Mika nodded to the Shinigami, "Thank you…. I didn't want to stay too long because I didn't know if it'd cause trouble…but I'm going on now." With her words, she vanished - gone to find her way to the other side.

With her withdrawal, Hisoka hugged himself slightly and looked disturbed again.

"Is he okay?" Toshiaki asked, finally noticing Hisoka.

"He's an empath," Tsuzuki explained. "Are you okay?"

Toshiaki smiled. "Yeah…a little relieved, in fact. I was worried about her…that she would never fully move on…but I see that she has so that means that I have to, too. Thanks for coming and pushing her along."

"Oh…it's no problem. …We should get going now. Good luck with the rest of your life, Toshiaki-san," Tsuzuki said as they bid a farewell.

Once they were on the doorstep again, Tsuzuki asked, "…So what all were you feeling back there?"

"That warm, comforting presence was her…Mika. Even though she was dead, their love for each other hadn't diminished, and when they were together…I felt it so strongly," Hisoka explained, then a blush rose to his cheeks. "…I have no doubt that their love…."

"Eh?" Tsuzuki muttered as he subtly slipped his arm around Hisoka's shoulder. He kept getting cuter and cuter by the minute….

Hisoka looked up to the sky with a smile on his face. "It was unconditional love, I'm sure."

"…What is it with you and unconditional love lately?" Tsuzuki asked, hugging his partner slightly.

He tried to look put off, but failed. Instead, he just settled for a cute blush and leaned against Tsuzuki. "Let's file our report and take it up to Tatsumi so we can start our vacation."

"'Soka-chan has good ideas!" Tsuzuki sang playfully.

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[Guided words overflow and come out in times of fear]

When Tsuzuki stepped out of the shower and into the main room, he found Hisoka still sleeping. Apparently the visit with Mika and Toshiaki had exhausted the empath.

Which he found incredibly adorable.

Tsuzuki mused that everything lately had to do with him hugging and/or thinking Hisoka cute/adorable. It brought him thinking about what Watari had said to him…. Yes, he did feel that way about his partner…but what was it? …Thinking about his feelings always did him no good….

"Don't think, just do," Tsuzuki muttered to himself. Then he had an incredibly hentai thought and burst out laughing.

"Mmph," Hisoka stirred.

The red-cheeked Tsuzuki gave a small giggle before creeping up to the side of the bed Hisoka wasn't facing.

5…

4…

3…

2…

1…

"HISOKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Tsuzuki cried out as he leaped up and jumped on the bed. "Wake up!!!!"

"What the hell?????????????????" Hisoka yelled as it took him a while to register what Tsuzuki had done. "…Baka…what'd you do that for?"

"You need to wake up so we can turn in our report and start our vacation!" he said impishly.

"…Aa…I'm too tired for a vacation…" Hisoka yawned.

"…You're so cute when you're sleeping!" Tsuzuki giggled. "'Soka-chan is kawaii today!"

"Baaaaaaaaka," Hisoka yawned again. {A/N: Just writing about Hisoka yawning is making me do so….}

"You…" he stated dramatically, "are the epitome of cuteness."

The empath abruptly stopped yawning and turned a wonderful crimson.

Tsuzuki smiled, but spoke seriously, "I wasn't kidding when I said you were cute when you blushed."

Of course, this gave no relief to Hisoka's blush.

Suddenly struck by the impulse to kiss him, Tsuzuki leaned closer to Hisoka's face. The sight of Hisoka's green eyes closing halfway drove him on and their lips nearly brushed.

Nearly.

Then he chickened out and missed Hisoka's lips, hitting the pillow face first.

"Tsuzuki is tired today," Tsuzuki said, muffled.

"I'll bet," Hisoka agreed, continuing his yawning.

So he hadn't exactly given into his impulse to kiss the cute empath. It was quite all right since the next two weeks were theirs alone…and with the way Hisoka just drove him on, he was positive that there would be more impulses to give in to.

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End of part 3

Waa!!!!! Watari's angsting, Tsuzuki didn't kiss Hisoka, and to top it off, it's the END of the 3rd part! Just one more! Wait…maybe that's good thing…hee.

This…ended up being 16 pages on Word. Hisoka's was 4 and Watari's was around 10…. Oo…I hope Tatsumi's doesn't end up being this long!

And…I'm sorry for the lameness of the whole Mika/Toshiaki thing…. Um…they needed a break from complicated assignments! …Yeah!

And the lyrics!

umarekawari no anata yo hitori hohoemanaide hitomi o irodoru

nozonda sekai ga totsuzen hai ni natte mo kiseki wa mada megurikuru

todokanu hikari no yukue azayaka ni mau omoi o egakou

michibiku kotoba ga koborete shimawanu you ni utsuru toki o osorenaide

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